I see him twice a year. And he was coming over for our anniversary.

I was gonna book tickets to a thing we like, and dye the eggs and give him the Easter experience like back home. And we would have the house to ourselves.

I jinxed it. I got excited and talked about it, and now it's not happening.

So it's not very fast, actually.

But that's until you realise you misremembered the movie title ><

That is now 0.18km/hr.

Not saying any of this is healthy. It's just how I feel. Even though it was rocky for a while, I still felt such betrayal/ injustice, and they basically left me hanging 5 days before Christmas. Go fuck yourselves, I hope your dad goes to jail and I hope your man leaves you and I hope you die alone.

They absolutely ruined my life and left me saddled with workplace bullying trauma that I took with me to my new work, and it makes life so unnecessarily complicated. Yes, I'm resentful. Yes, I was fighting tooth and nail to keep that job in the first place. And yes, they had it out for me.

Omg you're a tenimyu fan???? I thought I was alone ToT

It IS all fanart to be fair, but it's still hard to answer questions in the workplace about why I'm looking at erotic art of two Asian men boning