dope af superglue glasses

Feeling a bit burnt out, demotivated and honestly just tired recently, dunno what I can do. I guess one positive is that I'm now doing somewhat better on a daily basis when it comes to just the quality of my life. Just kinda like fixing one thing makes some other thing appear

:(

hot take of the day 'working on dying' and 'rip bladee' have some of the best songs bladee has ever put out on them

im kinda sad today, but it's okay

MRI done and I have the results and they definitely ease my mind a little, even though I'm still a little tense about it all. My brain healthy but my thoughts aren't

Sometimes I feel like people would like or care about me more if I was just anyone but myself :(

Today felt okay. I'm starting to feel somewhat normal again, I have days where I feel like how I used to before all this bad stuff happened. At the same time I'm still worried, still having terrible days sometimes. It's hard. I'm not satisfied with my life either way tbh. I just wanna be happy :/

Got moners from my uni :D

MRI on wednesday :) hopefully it will help my health anxiety a bit. It's really expensive but I have to do it I guess. To be fair I've been spending a lot of money on medical stuff these past couple of months, I also started going to therapy. Just trying to fix my life :/

when i cry i just wish i had someone near me, feel like giving up on this life lately cuz i just dunno honestly

health panic attacks are the worst, i dunno what to do at this point man. ill have to pay some big bucks just to be at peace with my mind, ig it's gotta be done. fuck sake i hate my life so much, everyday is just rng whether i will feel good enough to function :/ ehhhhhhhh

i have been getting into sudoku lately

Holy fuq matey Avocado McMuffin is a meal of the gods so fucking good

a random person dm'd me and started talking to me about random stuff and it was very nice. wish this happened more often than once per lifetime to me

This was easily the worst summer of my life, it's hard to even put into words. I felt pretty decent mentally going into it but I'm leaving it feeling hopeless, depressed and completely detached from reality at points, it do feel like I've got a couple screws loose, just wanna feel normal man wtf

hello guys this is my first post on bsky 👍👍