one problem i have is that my living room setup demands one of those ikea under tv equipment shelves, but my aesthetic preferences demand an 80s style glass door equipment cabinet

i know that sounds like im addicted to the internet, and that is true, but its moreso about the hopelessness of how much of my life is defined by sitting at this desk doing shit i dont care about, just to be able to have a house and food

its not just because its what im used to, right? c# code is generally clean and readable, while c++ is an ugly mess with weird inconsistent syntax

id love to make use of this time to go do something fun, but all that comes to mind is like driving somewhere to eat snacks that are way more calories than i need

i am at least making progress on clearing my manga backlog though

this isnt who i am trying to find a job, this is who i am to my core

my life has been too easy to feel like ive worked and earned anything, but too hard for me to go indulge in some passion without being limited by funding for all my basic needs