It’s… embarrassing?
I wish I was in a better place in life but I’m not because I wasted two years getting my life ruined by that fucking coward and now I’m just… empty. I have nothing. I left with deeper scars than when I entered. I feel hollow and dead inside. Like there’s no hope in trying

I told my mom I am su!cidal and she doesn’t know what to do.
I told her if it got any worse I’d go to the hospital. But really all I want to do is lay in bed and rot. My head hurts, I feel exhausted. I’m so tired of everything.

He’s got new women to obsess over! I’m chopped liver! It doesn’t matter how I’m doing and how his actions and abuse affected me! I’m nothing anymore! I just have to FIGURE IT OUT despite being in much harder circumstances than him!
All so he can evade responsibility and pretend I don’t exist!

He got away with it~
It doesn’t matter because he got away with it! He can get away with not taking any real responsibility because he’s a big cis man in the military and he can convince the courts that he’s an angel! But no one will ever listen to victims! I just have to deal with the baggage!

I wish he would like, pay for my therapy or something.
I know I have to do all of this on my own but this is his fault and I can’t even get the support I need because I can’t afford it.
He’s such a selfish coward though, he would never. I don’t even matter anymore.

Rotund.

FUCK all my forks are in the dishwasher lol
Guess I gotta chopstick my salad lol

Omg!! Thank you! I’m so sorry if I ever blow up your phone going on a tangent!!

LMFAO THAT PIC HAHAHA