καθερινη καϯ
@riotdoll.bsky.social
Astrologer, heretical beliefs besides. Loving. Weird. Maybe a lil crazy. Mostly lesbian, but pansexual for when I'm not. Transfemme but not strictly binary. Leftist. Poly. Artist. Woman.
most of these posts are one draft fiction. don't like? move on.
most of these posts are one draft fiction. don't like? move on.
Sticking more and more sand trout on my body until i grow into a huuuge worm
January 16, 2026 at 2:57 AM
Sticking more and more sand trout on my body until i grow into a huuuge worm
Me acting like my nephew: no I'm nothing like my nephew! I'm left handed!!
January 16, 2026 at 2:56 AM
Me acting like my nephew: no I'm nothing like my nephew! I'm left handed!!
Wearing a sand trout on my crotch and acting like im hot shit
January 16, 2026 at 2:54 AM
Wearing a sand trout on my crotch and acting like im hot shit
You've earned my distrust tho v😔v
January 16, 2026 at 2:45 AM
You've earned my distrust tho v😔v
I recall vividly one of the greats writing the guitar line that was one half of their greatworks with you. Work shopping with you, talking about their intentions as they wove your song with you. And they placed their tensions between you into the song.
Time is cruel.
Time is cruel.
January 16, 2026 at 12:40 AM
I recall vividly one of the greats writing the guitar line that was one half of their greatworks with you. Work shopping with you, talking about their intentions as they wove your song with you. And they placed their tensions between you into the song.
Time is cruel.
Time is cruel.
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"I can't help but imagine a cop dog spermjacking a pig like one of those IOF semen extraction units and creating paw patrol from the offspring" - me to my partner upon sharing this image
January 15, 2026 at 9:14 PM
"I can't help but imagine a cop dog spermjacking a pig like one of those IOF semen extraction units and creating paw patrol from the offspring" - me to my partner upon sharing this image
"Have you been practicing your remembrance, Clear?"
Kisra spoke with the tone of a teacher checking in on a student's classwork. The answer was yes. The memories of her predecessors were all she had been concerning herself with for months.
Clear was troubled by the actions of the Fourth.
Kisra spoke with the tone of a teacher checking in on a student's classwork. The answer was yes. The memories of her predecessors were all she had been concerning herself with for months.
Clear was troubled by the actions of the Fourth.
January 15, 2026 at 8:53 PM
"Have you been practicing your remembrance, Clear?"
Kisra spoke with the tone of a teacher checking in on a student's classwork. The answer was yes. The memories of her predecessors were all she had been concerning herself with for months.
Clear was troubled by the actions of the Fourth.
Kisra spoke with the tone of a teacher checking in on a student's classwork. The answer was yes. The memories of her predecessors were all she had been concerning herself with for months.
Clear was troubled by the actions of the Fourth.
Mara you still inspire revulsion
January 15, 2026 at 7:43 PM
Mara you still inspire revulsion
i basically ripped out a bunch of doll stuff to feel safe around my ex and it has only dawned on me in the last year or so how much that had become load-bearing and how shoddy the replacement structures have been.
I just don't think I have the trust left after her to do a subservient rebuild.
I just don't think I have the trust left after her to do a subservient rebuild.
January 15, 2026 at 7:38 PM
i basically ripped out a bunch of doll stuff to feel safe around my ex and it has only dawned on me in the last year or so how much that had become load-bearing and how shoddy the replacement structures have been.
I just don't think I have the trust left after her to do a subservient rebuild.
I just don't think I have the trust left after her to do a subservient rebuild.
I remember my ex had this obsession with trying to understand me deeply. She was manipulative, so I assume it was in service of control over me. Whatever, fuck her. She would never talk to or recognize me as I was, she was talking to the model of me in her head, and it was always
January 15, 2026 at 6:02 PM
I remember my ex had this obsession with trying to understand me deeply. She was manipulative, so I assume it was in service of control over me. Whatever, fuck her. She would never talk to or recognize me as I was, she was talking to the model of me in her head, and it was always
The external wants to direct your becoming, so you make some awful sacrifices to hold up a cloudy, disorienting, disassociating barrier while enduring misery and diminished function, occasionally surfacing for air and water before immediately immersing again, deconstructing attempted influence
January 15, 2026 at 5:27 PM
The external wants to direct your becoming, so you make some awful sacrifices to hold up a cloudy, disorienting, disassociating barrier while enduring misery and diminished function, occasionally surfacing for air and water before immediately immersing again, deconstructing attempted influence
"They killed the first moon because she eventually came around to seeing what he was trying to do and sided with him."
January 15, 2026 at 5:15 PM
"They killed the first moon because she eventually came around to seeing what he was trying to do and sided with him."
I realized something before bed last night. It's so stupid, but I basically deconstructed what i knew about objectivism and ayn rand and i realized maybe it's supposed to be trash. i look at who is really into objectivism, and there's two camps - one of them runs the world, the other are hangers-on.
January 15, 2026 at 4:23 PM
I realized something before bed last night. It's so stupid, but I basically deconstructed what i knew about objectivism and ayn rand and i realized maybe it's supposed to be trash. i look at who is really into objectivism, and there's two camps - one of them runs the world, the other are hangers-on.
kinda dont like whatever part of me needs to rant through whatever
i mean im not judging what's coming through necessarily lol
just dont like it on several points
i mean im not judging what's coming through necessarily lol
just dont like it on several points
January 15, 2026 at 2:05 AM
kinda dont like whatever part of me needs to rant through whatever
i mean im not judging what's coming through necessarily lol
just dont like it on several points
i mean im not judging what's coming through necessarily lol
just dont like it on several points
Trying to look at things without narrativizing them and i can't imagine making concessions to people who want a payout in the world as it is. Like letting the machine that eats people stay on so you personally can have your turn pulling the lever and drinking the blood.
Nah honey.
Nah honey.
January 14, 2026 at 11:40 PM
Trying to look at things without narrativizing them and i can't imagine making concessions to people who want a payout in the world as it is. Like letting the machine that eats people stay on so you personally can have your turn pulling the lever and drinking the blood.
Nah honey.
Nah honey.
The Soviet Union is aspirational to me because we have a state project born from the idea that people are essentially manipulated and extracted from in order to funnel complex ideas and material to a small caste of people in the capitalist world.
Especially with the gift of hindsight.
Especially with the gift of hindsight.
January 14, 2026 at 11:17 PM
The Soviet Union is aspirational to me because we have a state project born from the idea that people are essentially manipulated and extracted from in order to funnel complex ideas and material to a small caste of people in the capitalist world.
Especially with the gift of hindsight.
Especially with the gift of hindsight.
Kisra glared with fury at me before speaking, "Try to let this sink in instead of hiding behind your conditioning:
Accept that it turned out that who does it and what they are as defined by abstract categorization is absolutely meaningless. The machine that eats people never cared.
Accept that it turned out that who does it and what they are as defined by abstract categorization is absolutely meaningless. The machine that eats people never cared.
January 14, 2026 at 10:19 PM
Kisra glared with fury at me before speaking, "Try to let this sink in instead of hiding behind your conditioning:
Accept that it turned out that who does it and what they are as defined by abstract categorization is absolutely meaningless. The machine that eats people never cared.
Accept that it turned out that who does it and what they are as defined by abstract categorization is absolutely meaningless. The machine that eats people never cared.
Speaking to myself but i see clearly it's external too. There's way too much noise in the air, too much trash in the water, and too many fires with dreams of becoming infernos to even convey what needs be.
Need a nice quiet, clean, dark place to talk. Maybe under a nice tree.
Need a nice quiet, clean, dark place to talk. Maybe under a nice tree.
January 14, 2026 at 9:57 PM
Speaking to myself but i see clearly it's external too. There's way too much noise in the air, too much trash in the water, and too many fires with dreams of becoming infernos to even convey what needs be.
Need a nice quiet, clean, dark place to talk. Maybe under a nice tree.
Need a nice quiet, clean, dark place to talk. Maybe under a nice tree.
one of the ways the system self sustains is by turning resistance into larp and integrating that momentum and org, such that it creates dependencies, usually one-sided, unless there's strongly managed risk or zero risk to inter-dependency. This can be brought about by aforementioned dependencies.
January 14, 2026 at 9:37 PM
one of the ways the system self sustains is by turning resistance into larp and integrating that momentum and org, such that it creates dependencies, usually one-sided, unless there's strongly managed risk or zero risk to inter-dependency. This can be brought about by aforementioned dependencies.
Bugstats: for every 10 pairs of eyes you will have two to four that need to be plucked to act as you would like.
January 14, 2026 at 9:05 PM
Bugstats: for every 10 pairs of eyes you will have two to four that need to be plucked to act as you would like.
As if a goon being a goon has intrinsic cosmic purpose
January 14, 2026 at 8:43 PM
As if a goon being a goon has intrinsic cosmic purpose
You ain't an agent of karma you're just a dog on a leash
January 14, 2026 at 8:07 PM
You ain't an agent of karma you're just a dog on a leash
Your balkanization is not a source of strength little snake you're throating that tail like one of the greats but there's stuff you can do too
January 14, 2026 at 7:09 PM
Your balkanization is not a source of strength little snake you're throating that tail like one of the greats but there's stuff you can do too
🎶 The billboards on the highway are the prophets of today
The roadkill speaks in poems through ads and through campaigns
The warden has his rifle, the sniper's like an owl
Im hiding in the tall grass with God and Vernon Howell 🎶
The roadkill speaks in poems through ads and through campaigns
The warden has his rifle, the sniper's like an owl
Im hiding in the tall grass with God and Vernon Howell 🎶
January 14, 2026 at 6:34 PM
🎶 The billboards on the highway are the prophets of today
The roadkill speaks in poems through ads and through campaigns
The warden has his rifle, the sniper's like an owl
Im hiding in the tall grass with God and Vernon Howell 🎶
The roadkill speaks in poems through ads and through campaigns
The warden has his rifle, the sniper's like an owl
Im hiding in the tall grass with God and Vernon Howell 🎶