三日市風語
@riverlucid.bsky.social
About to rain, I’m sorry you have to see this, but I’ve tried.
July 19, 2025 at 3:42 AM
About to rain, I’m sorry you have to see this, but I’ve tried.
Whatever that might be, I don’t think I will be able to reach it while still staying sanely and high functioning.
July 5, 2025 at 3:51 AM
Whatever that might be, I don’t think I will be able to reach it while still staying sanely and high functioning.
Everything is fucking falling apart, and here I thought I had even a glimpse of something, how funny.
June 7, 2025 at 3:15 PM
Everything is fucking falling apart, and here I thought I had even a glimpse of something, how funny.
It’s rotting and dying in real time, piece by piece, you can feel it, and you are letting it sink.
March 9, 2025 at 3:58 AM
It’s rotting and dying in real time, piece by piece, you can feel it, and you are letting it sink.
旁觀一群退休老男人聚在一起，真吵，而且對話內容依舊是沒什麼營養，而且充滿偏見。看來他們很享受自己的同溫層，覺得全世界都一樣耶。
January 24, 2025 at 8:22 AM
旁觀一群退休老男人聚在一起，真吵，而且對話內容依舊是沒什麼營養，而且充滿偏見。看來他們很享受自己的同溫層，覺得全世界都一樣耶。
一切都是為了日後的失去，現在才能感受到擁有。
January 16, 2025 at 8:59 AM
一切都是為了日後的失去，現在才能感受到擁有。
If there’s no hope, why do we still hoping?
December 19, 2024 at 1:11 AM
If there’s no hope, why do we still hoping?
每次情緒很負的時候，就會寫寫詩或歌，在裡面把別人跟自己都痛罵一輪，然後就會有一點平復情緒了，還因此有了更多創作素材，到底是什麼很賤的體質？是沒有很正到值得寫出來的情緒，還是我大腦就是排斥處理正向訊息？
December 10, 2024 at 9:48 AM
每次情緒很負的時候，就會寫寫詩或歌，在裡面把別人跟自己都痛罵一輪，然後就會有一點平復情緒了，還因此有了更多創作素材，到底是什麼很賤的體質？是沒有很正到值得寫出來的情緒，還是我大腦就是排斥處理正向訊息？
每天被指著鼻子臭罵
「你一輩子都不會成功啦！」
「你這種態度用遠都做不了大事！」
「沒看過這麼不孝的！」
「要惹怒我是很簡單的啦我告訴你！」
到底是哪齣？
「你一輩子都不會成功啦！」
「你這種態度用遠都做不了大事！」
「沒看過這麼不孝的！」
「要惹怒我是很簡單的啦我告訴你！」
到底是哪齣？
September 20, 2024 at 3:39 AM
每天被指著鼻子臭罵
「你一輩子都不會成功啦！」
「你這種態度用遠都做不了大事！」
「沒看過這麼不孝的！」
「要惹怒我是很簡單的啦我告訴你！」
到底是哪齣？
「你一輩子都不會成功啦！」
「你這種態度用遠都做不了大事！」
「沒看過這麼不孝的！」
「要惹怒我是很簡單的啦我告訴你！」
到底是哪齣？
總覺得我就是個渣人體質，但是好死不死還有點良心，真難辦。
September 14, 2024 at 6:04 AM
總覺得我就是個渣人體質，但是好死不死還有點良心，真難辦。
I’m easily addicted, if that’s you. I do everything impulsively, if that’s you. I no longer immune to toxic, if that’s you. I’m madly in love and out of love, if that’s you. I lost myself when I met you. I found myself when I’m with you. I am myself when you are just you.
August 17, 2024 at 10:45 AM
I’m easily addicted, if that’s you. I do everything impulsively, if that’s you. I no longer immune to toxic, if that’s you. I’m madly in love and out of love, if that’s you. I lost myself when I met you. I found myself when I’m with you. I am myself when you are just you.
來看看我到底要為了應付笨蛋而錯過多少重要的事。
June 27, 2024 at 7:08 AM
來看看我到底要為了應付笨蛋而錯過多少重要的事。
Somehow it makes my heart beats again, vividly, firmly and loudly. Somehow I’m scared, so scared that I crave for more. It’s like listening to a sad song on repeat, like it didn’t kick in yet, like I need it to hurt me, as painful as it can cause. Then I will finally be in peace.
June 13, 2024 at 6:20 AM
Somehow it makes my heart beats again, vividly, firmly and loudly. Somehow I’m scared, so scared that I crave for more. It’s like listening to a sad song on repeat, like it didn’t kick in yet, like I need it to hurt me, as painful as it can cause. Then I will finally be in peace.
How I wish it can be my chosen family.
June 3, 2024 at 9:52 AM
How I wish it can be my chosen family.
There’s only one easy way out, but that’s not even an option.
May 29, 2024 at 2:08 AM
There’s only one easy way out, but that’s not even an option.
My existence is just a sequence of numbers, easy to be left behind. Why do I still care?
May 18, 2024 at 4:17 AM
My existence is just a sequence of numbers, easy to be left behind. Why do I still care?
真不知道我到底活成了什麼，總之不是我嚮往的那些樣子。
May 17, 2024 at 8:56 AM
真不知道我到底活成了什麼，總之不是我嚮往的那些樣子。
“What’s wrong with you?”
Too much. Too much is what’s wrong with me. I’m not broken. I don’t need to be fixed. I’m just me.
Too much. Too much is what’s wrong with me. I’m not broken. I don’t need to be fixed. I’m just me.
April 28, 2024 at 12:57 PM
“What’s wrong with you?”
Too much. Too much is what’s wrong with me. I’m not broken. I don’t need to be fixed. I’m just me.
Too much. Too much is what’s wrong with me. I’m not broken. I don’t need to be fixed. I’m just me.
為什麼每次我喜歡的設定跟角色都是冷門的那個呢？#資源真難找
April 25, 2024 at 3:47 AM
為什麼每次我喜歡的設定跟角色都是冷門的那個呢？#資源真難找
一早就親眼看到他挺著肥肚，站在餐廳對她大小聲，內容大概是太早買回早餐都涼了，特調現磨豆漿太小杯，怎麼沒有切水果，這樣要他吃什麼東西。我坐在餐桌一角，滿懷感激的喝著溫度正好的豆漿，覺得一切都好荒謬，如果今天沒有他，我媽或許就能夠真的活出她自己了；如果今天我能力再好一點，她或許可以活得更自由；如果我不一直堅持走藝術創作，可能地位也不會如此模糊不清，但我可能也早就活不過了吧。
April 9, 2024 at 10:33 AM
一早就親眼看到他挺著肥肚，站在餐廳對她大小聲，內容大概是太早買回早餐都涼了，特調現磨豆漿太小杯，怎麼沒有切水果，這樣要他吃什麼東西。我坐在餐桌一角，滿懷感激的喝著溫度正好的豆漿，覺得一切都好荒謬，如果今天沒有他，我媽或許就能夠真的活出她自己了；如果今天我能力再好一點，她或許可以活得更自由；如果我不一直堅持走藝術創作，可能地位也不會如此模糊不清，但我可能也早就活不過了吧。
發瘋存了一堆圖，然後通通刪掉，拿著手機開車出門拍照，都只看到黑與白。
March 31, 2024 at 7:31 AM
發瘋存了一堆圖，然後通通刪掉，拿著手機開車出門拍照，都只看到黑與白。