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all-in-all, i’m pissed bc of my dumb decisions and current situation. my data will reset once the next month comes but that won’t be until three days later and now i have to use it scarcely.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
and on top of this, i wasted my precious data… it says i hit the limit but i’m still able to use it, i’m probably paying extra just to use it further.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
soon enough, i rec’d a msg saying i hit the limit. i had 10 GB that still needed to be downloaded so i ended up not playing that night. 🫩

i got so pissed i slept asap and woke up early just to feel as though i had control over this shit.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
anyway, my dumbass thought it was a good idea to download the wüwa update on my ip@d, like it wasn’t 45GB. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING, I WAS TOO EAGER.

i could’ve just continued playing on my pc but i feel like it would’ve used it up faster with all the applications that run in the background.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
anyhow, the major reason why i got triggered so bad as well is that i was playing the new story on wůwa and boom wifi no more.

when i’m in the groove or i’m in the middle of smth, i don’t want anybody interrupting me. at all.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
atp i’m buying unlimited data my fucking self. oh my fucking god.

i’m getting pissed, so pissed.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
technically, the wifi is nada at 11:30 PM too like mamacitas, i think i will end it.

i literally wake up angrier and go to sleep angrier nowadays. this is affecting my mood so bad. i sound like a little kid. 🥀
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
is this a wif! add!ction? HONESTLY I DONT CARE. i do things and talk to ppl past 12 AM. if they really wanted to crack down my sleep schedule the best they can do is turn it off at 2 AM. this is the best compromise i can offer but no. nothing will happen.
December 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
they can’t possibly kick me out after working for a year and nearly a half-ish here.

i might start applying to places out of fear… 😭😭😭
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
lowk, if i do lose this job, i am a bit tired of it anyway bc it’s boring as hell and i like to be doing smth engaging all the time. however, theres a handful of benefits of why i should stay, i’d hate to lose it.
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
but before i overthink this, i think they need at least two ppl working evening shifts. my other coworker is leaving in a few weeks so it’ll be two of us left anyway.

I THINK I’LL BE FINE. i gotta start locking in, i’m late almost all the time. i gotta improve my rep again… 😭
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
the new year will bring in a fresh start. if it starts off terrible then, whatever. i have goals in mind. hopefully, i can check ‘em off as i go throughout the year. i started a few of them this year and im pretty happy of my progress <3
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
ough, this hurts emotionally considering i’m an adult now but i think it’s best i don’t look into it much. i’ve let the emotions pass while i was reading ch@insaw man. i don’t see the need to do it again. just think of the positives, ig.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
honestly, do my parents know? that it doesn’t necessarily work? i used to read f@nfics and w3btoons on my phone and i’d sometimes type up f@nfics on my laptop. a sneaky kid will always find a way.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
altho, this situation i’m in got me reminiscing abt my teen years bc they pulled the same thing too. except this time, i have limited data if ever i need to pop back online. sadge that i have to start readjusting the time i’m available for ppl. time zones really suck… 🥀
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
some could say this is a sucky situation but i’d say this lets me lock-in. i have a lot of media i want to catch up on bc gacha and doomscrolling has consumed me. i didn’t make time for more productive things, ig.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
anyway, it’s getting late i’m snoozing 💤
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
what the heckk, like now that we’re nearing the end of 2025 i dunno how to feel abt this year. it’s amazing? maybe this is just an extremely foreign feeling to feel happy abt a year i experienced in my life. 😭
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
heck i’m literally starting up art again… and i’m trying to take it seriously too
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
bsky brought on sm memorable moments for me with ppl. i’m really happy 2025 happened. hopefully, i gain more confidence to just causally dm someone out of the blue and experience to keep a conversation going.

and maybe i’ll eventually be less awkward irl too huhu <3
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i’ve been alone and shit since covid hit, i feel like i lost a lot of key experiences bc of covid…

post highschool, i tried to form relationships with ppl irl but it would often just never work out for me, it’s like everyone had their own groups alrdy. 🥀
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
do i regret this year? with what happened with my family, my academics, and the casual release of my painful ex? honestly, no.
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM