Romana Baltasar (She/Her)
@romanabaltasar.com
🌈 Trans/lesbian 🧠 AuDHD/BPD 🦇 Dark-alt girlie 🎵 EBM/Goth/Industrial rock + metal 🐾 Dog Mom
No mood swings for over a week!! Meds so so good!! 😮💨 Takes long enough!! 5 months each time I started it!! Should have never went off them!! 😁
January 26, 2026 at 5:04 AM
No mood swings for over a week!! Meds so so good!! 😮💨 Takes long enough!! 5 months each time I started it!! Should have never went off them!! 😁
I feel like I'm just waiting to die at this point.
Might sleep all day.
Who knows?
Might sleep all day.
Who knows?
January 15, 2026 at 1:57 PM
I feel like I'm just waiting to die at this point.
Might sleep all day.
Who knows?
Might sleep all day.
Who knows?
Feeling kinda euphoric. I took my meds. Doubt that's why. I'm gonna waste this good mood being sedated!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
January 14, 2026 at 11:04 PM
Feeling kinda euphoric. I took my meds. Doubt that's why. I'm gonna waste this good mood being sedated!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
This sh-- is going to fucking kill me!! SUPER STRESSFUL!! 😫
January 14, 2026 at 1:14 AM
This sh-- is going to fucking kill me!! SUPER STRESSFUL!! 😫
Got up at like 6am after sleeping at least a full 8 hours, I think. Was SUPER FUCKING DEPRESSIVE. Got better at like 11am. Ugh.. this is getting to be OVERWHELMING!! 😭😭😭
January 14, 2026 at 1:12 AM
Got up at like 6am after sleeping at least a full 8 hours, I think. Was SUPER FUCKING DEPRESSIVE. Got better at like 11am. Ugh.. this is getting to be OVERWHELMING!! 😭😭😭
Gonna ask for a dosage increase on my antipsychotic. This is too much. I have to withdraw from class. I don't want to have a fail on my transcripts.
January 14, 2026 at 1:07 AM
Gonna ask for a dosage increase on my antipsychotic. This is too much. I have to withdraw from class. I don't want to have a fail on my transcripts.
Fuck these mood issues. Getting worse. If I start seeing shit, I'm done.
January 14, 2026 at 1:05 AM
Fuck these mood issues. Getting worse. If I start seeing shit, I'm done.
Bored all the time. Need substances just to feel good around people or while doing anything.
January 11, 2026 at 9:29 PM
Bored all the time. Need substances just to feel good around people or while doing anything.
Valley girls without legal credentials be like: I totally like ANAL.
January 7, 2026 at 2:16 PM
Valley girls without legal credentials be like: I totally like ANAL.
Longest. Fucking. Line. Ever!!
Just want my fucking meds!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
Just want my fucking meds!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
January 2, 2026 at 8:36 PM
Longest. Fucking. Line. Ever!!
Just want my fucking meds!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
Just want my fucking meds!! Lol!! 🤣🤣🤣
My favorite joke is probably gaslighting someone about gaslighting them or, "stop fucking cussing!!"
January 2, 2026 at 2:28 PM
My favorite joke is probably gaslighting someone about gaslighting them or, "stop fucking cussing!!"
Was in bed crying all day. Had what seems like 300 mg hydroxyzine at least. I'm prescribed 30 mg a day as needed. Scratched the fuck out of my arm. Really painful. Seems kinda deep, tbh. I hate feeling ignored and like nobody cares.
January 2, 2026 at 1:04 AM
Was in bed crying all day. Had what seems like 300 mg hydroxyzine at least. I'm prescribed 30 mg a day as needed. Scratched the fuck out of my arm. Really painful. Seems kinda deep, tbh. I hate feeling ignored and like nobody cares.
Watching autism reels and hope to GOODNESS that I'm not like that!! 🤣🤣🤣
December 30, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Watching autism reels and hope to GOODNESS that I'm not like that!! 🤣🤣🤣
Well.. fuck. I don't wanna get with anybody better than me, and the bar is set REAL fuckin' low. I suck at damn near everything, to be clear, xD, lol!! Need better self-confidence, but holy smokes!! 😅
Best I got is looks and I'm like a solid... 7.8-ish?? 🤣🤣🤣
Best I got is looks and I'm like a solid... 7.8-ish?? 🤣🤣🤣
December 30, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Well.. fuck. I don't wanna get with anybody better than me, and the bar is set REAL fuckin' low. I suck at damn near everything, to be clear, xD, lol!! Need better self-confidence, but holy smokes!! 😅
Best I got is looks and I'm like a solid... 7.8-ish?? 🤣🤣🤣
Best I got is looks and I'm like a solid... 7.8-ish?? 🤣🤣🤣
Like literally fukked up a job interview at a place that doesn't care how you dress, apparently.. they didn't like how I was dressed at the fukkn interview. I assumed there'd be like a uniform or something. They loved all my answers, but I was basically told to tone it down for interviews!! Lame!!
December 30, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Like literally fukked up a job interview at a place that doesn't care how you dress, apparently.. they didn't like how I was dressed at the fukkn interview. I assumed there'd be like a uniform or something. They loved all my answers, but I was basically told to tone it down for interviews!! Lame!!
Gave so many fucks last year.. like, "wtf?? Since when am I so darn inhibited?! Fukn do something!!" Didn't wanna get fired and kinda shy so fukk it. Job fukkn sucked... ended up quitting anyways. Literally everyone else seemed to do well and get compliments 'n junk.. way to make a girl feel ugly!!
December 30, 2025 at 5:54 PM
Gave so many fucks last year.. like, "wtf?? Since when am I so darn inhibited?! Fukn do something!!" Didn't wanna get fired and kinda shy so fukk it. Job fukkn sucked... ended up quitting anyways. Literally everyone else seemed to do well and get compliments 'n junk.. way to make a girl feel ugly!!
Being bored all the time fukn sucks. I need a LOT more friends.. ones whose attention actually fukn matters. Maybe it's a medication thing and I'm not so hyper and impulsive... I was getting super upset, like "holy fukk, how can I stop freaking acting??" I just felt so inauthentic thinking about it.
December 30, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Being bored all the time fukn sucks. I need a LOT more friends.. ones whose attention actually fukn matters. Maybe it's a medication thing and I'm not so hyper and impulsive... I was getting super upset, like "holy fukk, how can I stop freaking acting??" I just felt so inauthentic thinking about it.
These meds suck. Not feeling empathy is weird.
December 29, 2025 at 12:29 AM
These meds suck. Not feeling empathy is weird.
I want durgs.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 PM
I want durgs.
S3x is fvkkin lame.. like just something to dissociate through cuz who cares?? Lol. I don't like it - I'm just a people pleaser. xD!!
December 28, 2025 at 7:25 PM
S3x is fvkkin lame.. like just something to dissociate through cuz who cares?? Lol. I don't like it - I'm just a people pleaser. xD!!
I wanna fight people... SOOO BOOORED!!!
December 28, 2025 at 7:05 PM
I wanna fight people... SOOO BOOORED!!!
Eww.. was browsing my photos and saw pics of my arms that I took to try to guilt trip a family member for ignoring me. I hate pain.
December 28, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Eww.. was browsing my photos and saw pics of my arms that I took to try to guilt trip a family member for ignoring me. I hate pain.
I'ma find a wayy to get high off drugs that you can't get high off of.
December 28, 2025 at 1:30 AM
I'ma find a wayy to get high off drugs that you can't get high off of.