Roshie DeLuna
@roshmewrosh.bsky.social
Hello, I am Trans MtF. Feel free to message me. I don't post a whole lot, but I will chat in my DMs
Well fuck. Pain is much worse then normal for once. Wish I didn't have to go to work but not like I have a choice. So I'll just suffer along till my shift is done.
October 31, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Well fuck. Pain is much worse then normal for once. Wish I didn't have to go to work but not like I have a choice. So I'll just suffer along till my shift is done.
I have an honest question. Has anyone been up for 48 hours just constantly crying due to pain? If yes then put a little 😢 below. If not then tell me what's kept you up for 2 days? Genuinely I want to know. I'm sure there are many reasons people end up staying awake despite trying to sleep.
September 17, 2025 at 7:12 AM
I have an honest question. Has anyone been up for 48 hours just constantly crying due to pain? If yes then put a little 😢 below. If not then tell me what's kept you up for 2 days? Genuinely I want to know. I'm sure there are many reasons people end up staying awake despite trying to sleep.
I can't sleep tonight. I keep thinking about the friendship I lost, I should move on but I'm finding it hard to. I just wish they would message me and we could patch things up but I don't think that would ever happen. It's hard to make friends. Yet so easy to lose them
September 11, 2025 at 10:04 AM
I can't sleep tonight. I keep thinking about the friendship I lost, I should move on but I'm finding it hard to. I just wish they would message me and we could patch things up but I don't think that would ever happen. It's hard to make friends. Yet so easy to lose them
It's an in-office day for me. I would say wish me luck but let's be honest. No one actually cares.
September 10, 2025 at 3:37 PM
It's an in-office day for me. I would say wish me luck but let's be honest. No one actually cares.
If I had a following I could rant about how work wants me to attend a manager's meeting when I'm not a manager. Instead, this will go out to the void for no one to notice.
September 9, 2025 at 8:20 PM
If I had a following I could rant about how work wants me to attend a manager's meeting when I'm not a manager. Instead, this will go out to the void for no one to notice.
I had two friends ditch me due to a mental breakdown and a streamer kick me from their discord because they assumed something of me that wasn't the case. I guess I must be the problem then. I try and be nice each step of the way but I still get left behind or feel like I need to isolate myself.
September 6, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I had two friends ditch me due to a mental breakdown and a streamer kick me from their discord because they assumed something of me that wasn't the case. I guess I must be the problem then. I try and be nice each step of the way but I still get left behind or feel like I need to isolate myself.
I don't understand why people are dishonest. I've seen people get exposed for tracing or using AI or stealing others' work and it makes no sense to me. If your tracing just to practice then why post it? You know you will get in trouble. Same with stealing. You will always get caught. So why do it?
September 5, 2025 at 10:20 PM
I don't understand why people are dishonest. I've seen people get exposed for tracing or using AI or stealing others' work and it makes no sense to me. If your tracing just to practice then why post it? You know you will get in trouble. Same with stealing. You will always get caught. So why do it?
Sorry, I've had that brewing for a while and needed to let it free. Though I don't know why I'm posting this. Not like anyone will see this lol. Perk of being small. No one notices when you're on the brink. Meaning I won't need to worry about "are you okay" messages.
September 2, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Sorry, I've had that brewing for a while and needed to let it free. Though I don't know why I'm posting this. Not like anyone will see this lol. Perk of being small. No one notices when you're on the brink. Meaning I won't need to worry about "are you okay" messages.
A smile on a face that was a lie, what was hidden was a beast no one understood and no one ever will. I keep these walls up these chains and locks tight for a reason. If anyone knew the darkness inside they would break under its weight. So the facade it is because the world is too fragile for the...
September 2, 2025 at 10:50 PM
A smile on a face that was a lie, what was hidden was a beast no one understood and no one ever will. I keep these walls up these chains and locks tight for a reason. If anyone knew the darkness inside they would break under its weight. So the facade it is because the world is too fragile for the...
I'm not sure when I'll feel normal again or if that's even a possibility. I feel numb most of the time unless I'm sad. I'll even start crying out of nowhere, but I'll just mask like I always do because I'm expected to be happy. I'm expected to be 'fixed' but I was never broken I was just me.
September 2, 2025 at 10:48 PM
I'm not sure when I'll feel normal again or if that's even a possibility. I feel numb most of the time unless I'm sad. I'll even start crying out of nowhere, but I'll just mask like I always do because I'm expected to be happy. I'm expected to be 'fixed' but I was never broken I was just me.
Would have said morning but it's nearly 3PM I'm tired still and in pain. Feels like I've had all energy sucked out of me since I've had that mental breakdown. Still feel like I shouldn't get too close to people like my touch is a flame that burns all it comes in contact with.
September 2, 2025 at 10:45 PM
Would have said morning but it's nearly 3PM I'm tired still and in pain. Feels like I've had all energy sucked out of me since I've had that mental breakdown. Still feel like I shouldn't get too close to people like my touch is a flame that burns all it comes in contact with.
Well I can say one thing. I met a hypocrite the other day. I wont name names of course because I'm not a bitch but they know who they are. Assuming they know what my life is like and comment on it like they know my struggles. Fuck you. You know nothing about me and what I've been through.
August 28, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Well I can say one thing. I met a hypocrite the other day. I wont name names of course because I'm not a bitch but they know who they are. Assuming they know what my life is like and comment on it like they know my struggles. Fuck you. You know nothing about me and what I've been through.
@spoonycatt.com
Just wanted to say that I love the PNGtuber base model you made. I was able to customize just the way I like it and it works quite well. I put a link to your account here in my About Me section. Though im nowhere near as popular lol.
Just wanted to say that I love the PNGtuber base model you made. I was able to customize just the way I like it and it works quite well. I put a link to your account here in my About Me section. Though im nowhere near as popular lol.
August 28, 2025 at 12:07 AM
@spoonycatt.com
Just wanted to say that I love the PNGtuber base model you made. I was able to customize just the way I like it and it works quite well. I put a link to your account here in my About Me section. Though im nowhere near as popular lol.
Just wanted to say that I love the PNGtuber base model you made. I was able to customize just the way I like it and it works quite well. I put a link to your account here in my About Me section. Though im nowhere near as popular lol.
Another day streaming. I figured this is how it would go. People like to say I'm funny and stuff but I just don't see it. From my perspective, I feel like I'm boring as hell, and it seems I'm probably right because so far no one is interested in my streams. It's what I expected after all.
August 27, 2025 at 7:42 AM
Another day streaming. I figured this is how it would go. People like to say I'm funny and stuff but I just don't see it. From my perspective, I feel like I'm boring as hell, and it seems I'm probably right because so far no one is interested in my streams. It's what I expected after all.
I wish this were real. Then maybe I would have the body I want rather than this body that's already started to crap out on me. Autoimmune arthritis fucking sucks.
Hahahahahahahaha I did the funny debuff
Genderswap Debuff ♀️🔄♂️
August 22, 2025 at 6:49 AM
I wish this were real. Then maybe I would have the body I want rather than this body that's already started to crap out on me. Autoimmune arthritis fucking sucks.
It was nice to know you for a while though. I'm sorry that it couldn't be longer but with me, these things tend to have a timer anyway. An expiration date not even set by me just by my own insecurities. It was fun while it lasted though short it may have been I will treasure still.
I rarely let people in, I build walls and push others away. It's probably toxic but it's something I've grown to do. I've let people in and they have used me and abused me. Now... now no one gets in it's just me. Just me alone with this dark haze inside always telling me to die.
August 15, 2025 at 3:13 PM
It was nice to know you for a while though. I'm sorry that it couldn't be longer but with me, these things tend to have a timer anyway. An expiration date not even set by me just by my own insecurities. It was fun while it lasted though short it may have been I will treasure still.
I rarely let people in, I build walls and push others away. It's probably toxic but it's something I've grown to do. I've let people in and they have used me and abused me. Now... now no one gets in it's just me. Just me alone with this dark haze inside always telling me to die.
August 15, 2025 at 3:08 PM
I rarely let people in, I build walls and push others away. It's probably toxic but it's something I've grown to do. I've let people in and they have used me and abused me. Now... now no one gets in it's just me. Just me alone with this dark haze inside always telling me to die.
If we got hit by a solar flare that was strong enough to wipe out a good chunk of the internet infrastructure. Quite a lot of knowledge could potentially be lost with it.
August 6, 2025 at 10:58 PM
If we got hit by a solar flare that was strong enough to wipe out a good chunk of the internet infrastructure. Quite a lot of knowledge could potentially be lost with it.
Another fucking day 😒 still getting slave wages and crickets from on high. Must be nice not having to skip meals. Of course, my chronic pain is still there always picking at my mind. I wish the NSAIDs would take the edge off more.
August 5, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Another fucking day 😒 still getting slave wages and crickets from on high. Must be nice not having to skip meals. Of course, my chronic pain is still there always picking at my mind. I wish the NSAIDs would take the edge off more.
Well, I knew this day would come. Part of my left hand has gone numb today. Something that was bound to happen with my arthritis. My only grace is that it's my non-dominant hand.
August 1, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Well, I knew this day would come. Part of my left hand has gone numb today. Something that was bound to happen with my arthritis. My only grace is that it's my non-dominant hand.
I need to professionally tell our boss we are not paid enough to stay in a boiling hot office and will go home as soon as it's too hot for us. Any suggestions? #officelife #brokeass #heatwarning
July 28, 2025 at 6:24 PM
I need to professionally tell our boss we are not paid enough to stay in a boiling hot office and will go home as soon as it's too hot for us. Any suggestions? #officelife #brokeass #heatwarning
Isn't it amazing to think that nowadays most of our lives are reduced down to little bits and bites of data. At any time if one of the big social networking companies just, vanished overnight all of those lives in that data would be lost and forgotten, at least those that are not among the living.
July 25, 2025 at 8:51 AM
Isn't it amazing to think that nowadays most of our lives are reduced down to little bits and bites of data. At any time if one of the big social networking companies just, vanished overnight all of those lives in that data would be lost and forgotten, at least those that are not among the living.
This week has been... draining. I've been stuck in my home for 3 days going on 4, the dark thoughts I keep at bay are creeping into my mind. It's a struggle to stay positive in these times. I hate it being here alone, unable to move due to the pain, wishing it would end.
April 24, 2025 at 9:20 AM
This week has been... draining. I've been stuck in my home for 3 days going on 4, the dark thoughts I keep at bay are creeping into my mind. It's a struggle to stay positive in these times. I hate it being here alone, unable to move due to the pain, wishing it would end.
A day full of pain. I am working from home today because I am hurting so much right now. A minor head cold turns my pain to 7, where I normally sit at 5. I don't get it.
April 2, 2025 at 9:22 PM
A day full of pain. I am working from home today because I am hurting so much right now. A minor head cold turns my pain to 7, where I normally sit at 5. I don't get it.
I love all the art of the people I follow. AI art can eat a dick for real
April 2, 2025 at 9:20 PM
I love all the art of the people I follow. AI art can eat a dick for real