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I wish I could fall into the fear and let it fear me instead
November 26, 2025 at 4:48 PM
I wish I could fall into the fear and let it fear me instead
I’m still alive I guess
November 26, 2025 at 4:44 PM
I’m still alive I guess
Yall I started a new job and I hate it so much- I wanna kms every time I have to go 🥲🥲🥲
November 25, 2025 at 5:35 PM
Yall I started a new job and I hate it so much- I wanna kms every time I have to go 🥲🥲🥲
I don’t understand why people are so cruel to me
November 24, 2025 at 2:21 AM
I don’t understand why people are so cruel to me
Every day I’m trying to save my own life and I’m tired.
November 24, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Every day I’m trying to save my own life and I’m tired.
You’re all fucking losing me
November 24, 2025 at 2:10 AM
You’re all fucking losing me
Men jerk off to cartoons that’s how weird they are, so can we really blame them if they see an ass that looks the same as every other ass on the Internet and think it’s a treat?
November 24, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Men jerk off to cartoons that’s how weird they are, so can we really blame them if they see an ass that looks the same as every other ass on the Internet and think it’s a treat?
I don’t even wanna talk anymore. I have nothing left to say. I’m drained.
November 23, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I don’t even wanna talk anymore. I have nothing left to say. I’m drained.
It’s people like you that have taught me to over apologize and criticize myself because you couldn’t just love me for who I was. And now I think everything I do is wrong. I keep feeling like I might as well just give up. But that’s wrong too. 💔
November 23, 2025 at 5:19 PM
It’s people like you that have taught me to over apologize and criticize myself because you couldn’t just love me for who I was. And now I think everything I do is wrong. I keep feeling like I might as well just give up. But that’s wrong too. 💔
When I make a mistake I wish I could just know the feeling of being held and accepted. 🥲 My whole life everyone treats me like such a burden when I’m struggling so then I just have to struggle alone.
November 23, 2025 at 5:17 PM
When I make a mistake I wish I could just know the feeling of being held and accepted. 🥲 My whole life everyone treats me like such a burden when I’m struggling so then I just have to struggle alone.
Do you fight to change what’s hurting you?
Or do you accept that it’s always going to hurt you and just become friends with that pain?
Or do you accept that it’s always going to hurt you and just become friends with that pain?
November 23, 2025 at 5:15 PM
Do you fight to change what’s hurting you?
Or do you accept that it’s always going to hurt you and just become friends with that pain?
Or do you accept that it’s always going to hurt you and just become friends with that pain?
All you bitch ass mfs on threads wanna creep my shit but don’t want to engage fuck yall lmao
November 22, 2025 at 4:19 PM
All you bitch ass mfs on threads wanna creep my shit but don’t want to engage fuck yall lmao
12 hours with no kissy from my fiancé. Employment sucks.
November 21, 2025 at 11:55 AM
12 hours with no kissy from my fiancé. Employment sucks.
I post cryptic shit sometimes yall don’t have to understand
November 20, 2025 at 3:16 PM
I post cryptic shit sometimes yall don’t have to understand
I was having a convo with someone in a BPD group on Facebook and I just wanted to share my two cents on the topic 🤷🏻♀️
November 20, 2025 at 3:00 PM
I was having a convo with someone in a BPD group on Facebook and I just wanted to share my two cents on the topic 🤷🏻♀️
Looking with your eyes is normal. Don’t show public or private interest. That’s not normal.
November 20, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Looking with your eyes is normal. Don’t show public or private interest. That’s not normal.
My head hurts so bad I can’t even open my eyes fucking kill me im so over this shit
November 19, 2025 at 11:52 AM
My head hurts so bad I can’t even open my eyes fucking kill me im so over this shit
Wear the mask wear the mask wear the mask wear the mask
November 19, 2025 at 11:22 AM
Wear the mask wear the mask wear the mask wear the mask
Society is trash and I will never believe in any of it ever again, my hopes were crushed and my heart was broken too many fucking times
November 19, 2025 at 11:13 AM
Society is trash and I will never believe in any of it ever again, my hopes were crushed and my heart was broken too many fucking times
I live my life to make everyone else happy because I know I’ll never be happy with the things everyone else wants. The things I want don’t matter to anyone else.
November 19, 2025 at 11:13 AM
I live my life to make everyone else happy because I know I’ll never be happy with the things everyone else wants. The things I want don’t matter to anyone else.
I was made to be a housewife but I’m surrounded by people who think that’s archaic 💔
November 19, 2025 at 11:11 AM
I was made to be a housewife but I’m surrounded by people who think that’s archaic 💔
I want to fucking dissolve no one even sees how close I am to giving up completely
November 19, 2025 at 11:10 AM
I want to fucking dissolve no one even sees how close I am to giving up completely
The scariest feeling is when you stop being truly afraid to die.
November 19, 2025 at 12:25 AM
The scariest feeling is when you stop being truly afraid to die.
Everything is fucking ruined and has been for ages and I refuse to accept it and that’s my problem
November 18, 2025 at 10:06 PM
Everything is fucking ruined and has been for ages and I refuse to accept it and that’s my problem