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i should probably puke cause i feel so bad and ate sm and everythings bad
January 18, 2026 at 5:28 PM
i should probably puke cause i feel so bad and ate sm and everythings bad
the suicidal thoughts are getting louder and louder im do scared i dont know what to do nothings even happening im just so stressed out
January 18, 2026 at 5:27 PM
the suicidal thoughts are getting louder and louder im do scared i dont know what to do nothings even happening im just so stressed out
fuck im going crazy and im so scared theyll send me to psych ward again i cant handle that again i just need to act like everythings okay but it so isnt i can barely do anything i feel so bad
January 18, 2026 at 2:01 PM
fuck im going crazy and im so scared theyll send me to psych ward again i cant handle that again i just need to act like everythings okay but it so isnt i can barely do anything i feel so bad
i dont want u here i want to be left alone forever just starving and cutting myself and vomitting to feel real but i need to be alone my mum shouldnt care about me i dont deserve it
January 18, 2026 at 2:00 PM
i dont want u here i want to be left alone forever just starving and cutting myself and vomitting to feel real but i need to be alone my mum shouldnt care about me i dont deserve it
i deserve to feel pain every single day and i actually do but fuck being clean im just gonna ruin myself even more over and over again because i need that its the only thing that keeps me sane i need to feel like i exist
January 18, 2026 at 1:52 PM
i deserve to feel pain every single day and i actually do but fuck being clean im just gonna ruin myself even more over and over again because i need that its the only thing that keeps me sane i need to feel like i exist
fuck nobody except my mother cares about me and its alright cause i dont care about anybody either but i lowkey need to care but cant handle that and ughhhh idk im just less and less human with every single day
January 17, 2026 at 4:40 AM
fuck nobody except my mother cares about me and its alright cause i dont care about anybody either but i lowkey need to care but cant handle that and ughhhh idk im just less and less human with every single day
wtf i feel like im dead already
January 17, 2026 at 4:36 AM
wtf i feel like im dead already
i just binged like crazy and i just want to die or vomit why am i like this why cant i stop
January 13, 2026 at 8:38 PM
i just binged like crazy and i just want to die or vomit why am i like this why cant i stop
ive been clean for a bit now like 6 months time to change it ig
January 13, 2026 at 4:02 PM
ive been clean for a bit now like 6 months time to change it ig
i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be here
January 13, 2026 at 3:49 PM
i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be here
i think im just gonna starve myself i was supposed eat healthy and get better but i dont deserve getting better cause i had weigh myself for a check up and now i know i need to stop eating and also i want to kill myself rn
January 13, 2026 at 3:47 PM
i think im just gonna starve myself i was supposed eat healthy and get better but i dont deserve getting better cause i had weigh myself for a check up and now i know i need to stop eating and also i want to kill myself rn
shit i think im actually immortal lets goooo
January 11, 2026 at 7:05 PM
shit i think im actually immortal lets goooo
i feel like im going psychotic after a long time in so scraed like im starting to lose control over my body fuck im so tired but also manic idk what to do
January 11, 2026 at 12:29 PM
i feel like im going psychotic after a long time in so scraed like im starting to lose control over my body fuck im so tired but also manic idk what to do
shit i feel so bad but also so good cause my body says its awesome that i ate this salad it makes me feel really good and healthy but im also really upset and want to vomit it out of my body as quick as possible
January 8, 2026 at 9:39 AM
shit i feel so bad but also so good cause my body says its awesome that i ate this salad it makes me feel really good and healthy but im also really upset and want to vomit it out of my body as quick as possible
i ate too fucking much i feel so bad i lowkey wanna cry but its new years eve and i cant cry cant vomit and cant even sleep i dont wanna be here
December 31, 2025 at 8:17 PM
i ate too fucking much i feel so bad i lowkey wanna cry but its new years eve and i cant cry cant vomit and cant even sleep i dont wanna be here
im literally so alone and tired of all of this shit the only thing that gives me any sort of comfort is vomiting actually im so sick and theres nothing i can do really
December 28, 2025 at 2:54 PM
im literally so alone and tired of all of this shit the only thing that gives me any sort of comfort is vomiting actually im so sick and theres nothing i can do really
shit i havent felt this suicidal in a while im pretty much ready to kill myself rn i wont but the fact that im ready for that is kinda scary concidering i am also really scared of death i just dont see the point in anything really
December 28, 2025 at 2:53 PM
shit i havent felt this suicidal in a while im pretty much ready to kill myself rn i wont but the fact that im ready for that is kinda scary concidering i am also really scared of death i just dont see the point in anything really
i feel very bad i need to stop vomiting but i cant stop binging i cant take it anymore im so tired i feel so bad physically every single day how am i supposed to feel good mentally while dealing with shit like that
December 27, 2025 at 7:47 PM
i feel very bad i need to stop vomiting but i cant stop binging i cant take it anymore im so tired i feel so bad physically every single day how am i supposed to feel good mentally while dealing with shit like that
my problems r so fucking non existent im just making stuff up atp just kys fyo dont act like its okay for someone like u to live
December 21, 2025 at 6:05 PM
my problems r so fucking non existent im just making stuff up atp just kys fyo dont act like its okay for someone like u to live
uknow what could be fun??? not wanting to hurt myself on every opportunity i feel so disgusting and sick of myself i just wanna rot and die and rot again
December 21, 2025 at 6:03 PM
uknow what could be fun??? not wanting to hurt myself on every opportunity i feel so disgusting and sick of myself i just wanna rot and die and rot again
im so sad they unfollowed me they r literally so cool wish we were friends but now were not even moots :×(
December 18, 2025 at 3:39 AM
im so sad they unfollowed me they r literally so cool wish we were friends but now were not even moots :×(
i havent vomitted for almost a week but now i relapsed and my mum is gonna be so mad at me i feel so bad
December 18, 2025 at 3:38 AM
i havent vomitted for almost a week but now i relapsed and my mum is gonna be so mad at me i feel so bad
im so fucking scared i dont wanna die but then why am i so suicidal its just theres literally nothing left for me my life is so great but im just so fucking unhappy all the fucking time
December 14, 2025 at 5:11 PM
im so fucking scared i dont wanna die but then why am i so suicidal its just theres literally nothing left for me my life is so great but im just so fucking unhappy all the fucking time
no no no no no no no just stop thinking stop it stop i dont wanna die wtf am i supposed to do rn
December 8, 2025 at 6:29 PM
no no no no no no no just stop thinking stop it stop i dont wanna die wtf am i supposed to do rn
fucking hell i think im only getting worse and worse amd am so motherfucking scared for my life im scared i wont wwke up tomorrow but i also lowkey wish for that cause wtf i cant handle it anymore
December 8, 2025 at 6:26 PM
fucking hell i think im only getting worse and worse amd am so motherfucking scared for my life im scared i wont wwke up tomorrow but i also lowkey wish for that cause wtf i cant handle it anymore