Ruby Van der Zanden
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Ruby Van der Zanden
@rubyvdz.bsky.social
queer 🌈 neurodivergent 🧝🏼‍♀️self appointed LOTR nerd and rabbit enthusiast ✨⚔️Marketing/CM/Prod for games
1 week til my driving test 😅🫡
January 18, 2024 at 8:50 PM
new embroidery complete ✨🕯️🫶 really love this one
January 16, 2024 at 4:09 AM
i did a perfect one first try yesterday 🤗
why parallel park so niggly 😠 this is the last thing i need to get down before i sit my test in like 2 weeks
January 8, 2024 at 6:59 PM
haha cool nice my landlord just gave notice were being kicked out so they can sell up 🤡
January 7, 2024 at 11:51 PM
think what frustrates me most about being unable to find work is i know im really employable. ive come so close and been told this by a bunch of employers now but keep being the runner up. i haven't even been well enough to work til about now but it's still just exhausting
January 7, 2024 at 9:13 PM
how does one....not be horrifically overwhelmed about being unemployed and moving cities...not asking for a friend. asking for me 🥲
January 7, 2024 at 9:12 PM
if one more never been concussed person tries to tell me how to manage my fatigue i will actually jump out a window x (fuck off)
January 7, 2024 at 5:57 AM
why parallel park so niggly 😠 this is the last thing i need to get down before i sit my test in like 2 weeks
January 7, 2024 at 4:17 AM
biked 18kms today!! tired after but managed to not fall asleep. im recovering im recovering 🥰
January 6, 2024 at 4:23 AM
random thing i unexpectedly got into in 2023: wrestling
December 28, 2023 at 7:04 AM
my driving is getting better and better! thank god cos im sitting my test at the end of this month 🥹 (im nervous)
December 28, 2023 at 6:51 AM
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December 22, 2023 at 7:13 PM
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just a periodic reminder that sex worker rights, trans rights, and abortion rights are all the same issue.

you’re either for bodily autonomy, or you’re against it.
December 16, 2023 at 12:37 AM
drove home and zak said I drive like a robot but its fine cos im not breaking any road rules...ill take that
December 14, 2023 at 6:57 AM
love seeing other people in my age range just learning to drive now! I was made to feel ashamed for years that i only had my learners. anyway booked my test for january pray for me
December 14, 2023 at 3:31 AM
concussion fatigue causing meltdown that in turn causes its own meltdown. im so tired. the fatigue and dilirium is honestly the worst part of this injury. i want my life back. it's been 8 months. when the fuck will i be normal again :(
December 10, 2023 at 6:31 AM
my birthday was actually good my concussion just makes me emotional and very depressed when im tired, which is often so I frequently feel sad for no reason! due to my brain not having enough battery lol
November 26, 2023 at 8:38 PM
i now celebrate my birthday a day prior bc on the actual day (today) i have to close all my curtains and pretend im not home bc my mother without asking says she's going to drop by (and did not say when 🥲)
November 26, 2023 at 1:08 AM
gonna be twenny siggs on sunday 🥺
November 24, 2023 at 5:42 AM
going for a lesson with a driving instructor today!! hoping to get my license really soon 🥰💪🚗
November 24, 2023 at 1:14 AM
at that point in injury recovery where im like am i just making this up?? maybe actually fine but then i go in the car and start crying cause it made me feel nauseous. also stressing cos i like need to be fine so i can move cities in march lol. zaks convinced
November 21, 2023 at 6:36 PM
just read this and it resonated so much. i let out a large exhale at the end because the words sank deep. beautiful, special piece Casey 🏔️
Some folks are reposting this for some reason, so I'll do that too. 😘 It's a good poem, Brent
Good morning, skyline. I have a new poem out for National Poetry Day!

Inspired by Friedrich's eternal "Der Wanderer über dem Nebelmeer" - it's about how I am tired of beautiful paintings and the act of walking up mountains being coopted by guys with LinkedIn Brain.

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November 21, 2023 at 6:33 PM
i love when i just let myself cry and have a little meltdown and feel so much lighter after. good shit. im gonna bake a pie today i think :)
November 15, 2023 at 8:56 PM
my little winslow just got rushed to the vet :( poor wee guy
November 14, 2023 at 12:23 AM
def overdid it yesterday and am seriously paying for it today 🫠
✨brain injury✨
November 12, 2023 at 1:39 AM