death before brevity
@ruinroux.bsky.social
queer aussie artist, alchemist, DM, hermit & heathen // {she/he/they}
It's been a lovely morning 🥰
December 28, 2025 at 1:23 AM
It's been a lovely morning 🥰
My brain when I'm not having fun doing the "relaxing" stuff I planned for this week bc I want to be productive and am drowning in guilt
December 27, 2025 at 7:57 PM
My brain when I'm not having fun doing the "relaxing" stuff I planned for this week bc I want to be productive and am drowning in guilt
My goal for 2026 is to live enough of a life that I have pictures to post a collection of "look what I did this year" at the end of it
December 27, 2025 at 7:39 PM
My goal for 2026 is to live enough of a life that I have pictures to post a collection of "look what I did this year" at the end of it
These days between Christmas and NY really do feel like a liminal space like who am I what am I even doing and why do I feel like I'd be betraying my ancestors if I tried to be productive before January 1st
December 27, 2025 at 4:32 PM
These days between Christmas and NY really do feel like a liminal space like who am I what am I even doing and why do I feel like I'd be betraying my ancestors if I tried to be productive before January 1st
I want to watch Heated Rivalry and assemble my new lego and play on my Switch 2 and read all the new jikook Secret Santa fics except I can't do anything bc I feel like my brain is dribbling out of my ears 😭
December 26, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I want to watch Heated Rivalry and assemble my new lego and play on my Switch 2 and read all the new jikook Secret Santa fics except I can't do anything bc I feel like my brain is dribbling out of my ears 😭
I have had a headache ranging from dull pain up to a screaming migraine for about 5-6 days straight now and I'm getting so sick of it
December 26, 2025 at 9:58 PM
I have had a headache ranging from dull pain up to a screaming migraine for about 5-6 days straight now and I'm getting so sick of it
It's so hilarious to me that after nearly 10 years of buildup the end of Stranger Things got completely overshadowed in fandom spaces by a first year gay hockey show finale like my ENTIRE feed is HR and not a hint of ST lmaooo
December 26, 2025 at 2:41 PM
It's so hilarious to me that after nearly 10 years of buildup the end of Stranger Things got completely overshadowed in fandom spaces by a first year gay hockey show finale like my ENTIRE feed is HR and not a hint of ST lmaooo
Almost finished Stranger Things 5 part 1 ✨ One lego box done!!
December 25, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Almost finished Stranger Things 5 part 1 ✨ One lego box done!!
In my brain for the last 24 odd hours has just been a beautiful silvery drag queen performing I've Never Been to Me by Charlene (1976) and it's v soothing
December 25, 2025 at 5:03 PM
In my brain for the last 24 odd hours has just been a beautiful silvery drag queen performing I've Never Been to Me by Charlene (1976) and it's v soothing
Waking up and checking my feed's hysteria levels to gauge whether or not Stranger Things or Heated Rivalry have aired yet
December 25, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Waking up and checking my feed's hysteria levels to gauge whether or not Stranger Things or Heated Rivalry have aired yet
GUYS WHICH ONE FIRST??
December 25, 2025 at 3:00 AM
GUYS WHICH ONE FIRST??
Everybody who told me to put my frozen lamb roast in the fridge 24 hours before cooking it to "safely defrost" it can BITE ME I did that and it's Christmas Day & this thing is STILL FROZEN SOLID???
December 24, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Everybody who told me to put my frozen lamb roast in the fridge 24 hours before cooking it to "safely defrost" it can BITE ME I did that and it's Christmas Day & this thing is STILL FROZEN SOLID???
Today I'm finishing Are You Sure, tomorrow I have all of Stranger Things 5, then Heated Rivalry all the way through for the first time the day after that, THEN I'm marathoning the Hobbit EE (never seen them) & LOTR EE? This week is gonna be crazy
December 24, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Today I'm finishing Are You Sure, tomorrow I have all of Stranger Things 5, then Heated Rivalry all the way through for the first time the day after that, THEN I'm marathoning the Hobbit EE (never seen them) & LOTR EE? This week is gonna be crazy
Not me having to exercise restraint for the next 10 hours until I get to open my presents knowing there's lego under the tree
December 24, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Not me having to exercise restraint for the next 10 hours until I get to open my presents knowing there's lego under the tree
The amount of people saying Robert Sean Leonard and Ethan Hawke legit dated after Dead Poets Society I don't care if it's real or not it's real in my heart Merry Christmas to me
December 24, 2025 at 4:16 PM
The amount of people saying Robert Sean Leonard and Ethan Hawke legit dated after Dead Poets Society I don't care if it's real or not it's real in my heart Merry Christmas to me
Being an early riser with a night owl late-sleeper family on Christmas is a special kind of torture I don't care if I'm an adult I want to rip into that shit gimme
December 24, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Being an early riser with a night owl late-sleeper family on Christmas is a special kind of torture I don't care if I'm an adult I want to rip into that shit gimme
Eating crème brûlée ice cream reading christmas kpop rpf smut this is the fucking life
December 24, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Eating crème brûlée ice cream reading christmas kpop rpf smut this is the fucking life
My mum subtly trying to get me to offer to take her out driving for Pokemon Go by mentioning it every 30 seconds ahh feels like Christmas
December 24, 2025 at 2:48 AM
My mum subtly trying to get me to offer to take her out driving for Pokemon Go by mentioning it every 30 seconds ahh feels like Christmas
I've had a list of overdue shit to do once I finished writing the story that got SO long except I knocked like 80% of it out yesterday with ease lmao I was so worried for NOTHING ain't it always the way
December 22, 2025 at 7:18 PM
I've had a list of overdue shit to do once I finished writing the story that got SO long except I knocked like 80% of it out yesterday with ease lmao I was so worried for NOTHING ain't it always the way
Now that I've finished the fic I'm spending this week catching up on all the shows I've missed by focusing only on my writing, which means a full week of Critical Role 4, Are You Sure 2, Stranger Things 5, and then FINALLY Heated Rivalry!!
December 22, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Now that I've finished the fic I'm spending this week catching up on all the shows I've missed by focusing only on my writing, which means a full week of Critical Role 4, Are You Sure 2, Stranger Things 5, and then FINALLY Heated Rivalry!!
VICTORY!!!
Setting up my birthday Homepod Mini fam wish me luck this is usually an absolute nightmare
December 22, 2025 at 1:54 AM
VICTORY!!!
Setting up my birthday Homepod Mini fam wish me luck this is usually an absolute nightmare
December 22, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Setting up my birthday Homepod Mini fam wish me luck this is usually an absolute nightmare
New fic is officially up I'm gonna barf I'm so nervous 😖
December 21, 2025 at 9:17 PM
New fic is officially up I'm gonna barf I'm so nervous 😖
I've been devoting every morning for months to writing or trying to write or feeling guilty about not writing so now that the fic is done & about to go up I have nothing to do this morning & it's leaving me SO RATTLED like what do I even do when I'm not being a writer??
December 21, 2025 at 4:00 PM
I've been devoting every morning for months to writing or trying to write or feeling guilty about not writing so now that the fic is done & about to go up I have nothing to do this morning & it's leaving me SO RATTLED like what do I even do when I'm not being a writer??