i don't know. i just can't keep bottling everything up anymore. i'm sorry to anyone who made the mistake of deciding to read all of this

if i'm not making something new often enough it's like i can feel my only redeeming quality fading away. there is no other reason for me to be here, and nothing of value would be lost if i just stopped posting.

the only reason anyone likes seeing me around is for the things i create. including myself. i've tried getting into lots of different things but it always ends up the same way. even after doing this for years i still feel like i don't fit in with anyone else. i am the problem

i'm deleting my discord and telegram accounts. sorry to anyone who thought it would be worth their time to try talking to me. it's not

i hate that i'm having another embarrassing breakdown so soon after i was supposed to be celebrating a milestone. i convinced a bunch of other people to be happy for me but i couldn't convince myself

i appreciate the expert opinion 👀

but... belly peek... 👀

on an upward trend i see 👀

i liked it...

you did a great job 👀

love to see you enjoying life on the softer side :)

i for one am both impressed by your current fat and excited for your future fat

still made the cut when you posted this in my timezone! and i'm glad you did 👀

this is just so obese 🥵

nice! :) i'm sure you'll get there eventually

i'm around 175 lbs or so