Lisa Wallace
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Lisa Wallace
@rwillowfish.bsky.social
I talk about my own mental illness treatment and psychiatrists and psychotherapy.
I post my art, which is nicely odd and deep and poorly planned out, which is its greatest strength.
on a psych unit
prison pens and paper bags for drawing
no door on the bathroom, no showering after 9pm
no phone, no coffee, no pajamas
(glad it was brief; glad to be back home)
November 18, 2025 at 8:46 PM
destroy
November 15, 2025 at 7:58 PM
journal drawing
"Please Reject Me"
November 15, 2025 at 7:11 AM
journal drawing
"Cat, Don't Leave Me Yet"
November 13, 2025 at 6:24 AM
Here's a bunch of other thumbnails of my art.
November 11, 2025 at 7:44 PM
This is what a year of psychotherapy is like.
November 10, 2025 at 7:47 PM
journal drawing
"Feeling is the Meaning"
November 10, 2025 at 7:20 AM
cooking
November 10, 2025 at 2:53 AM
coffee space (lime optional)
November 9, 2025 at 6:31 PM
journal drawing
"Overanalyzing Myself"
November 8, 2025 at 4:47 AM
Got a proper haircut at a salon instead of whacking away with scissors at home.
November 6, 2025 at 11:50 PM
Saw this on Xitter and it's my favorite meme of it so far.
November 6, 2025 at 2:34 PM
journal drawing
"Sex Dream"
November 6, 2025 at 6:24 AM
The Dance of the Blue Sharks
November 5, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Oldest selfie on my phone
November 5, 2025 at 4:47 AM
journal drawing
"Futile Masking"
November 4, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Some food that thankfully I already had cooked, so just a warming up. Because I feel like crap.
November 3, 2025 at 9:20 PM
journal drawing
"Woke with a Start"
November 3, 2025 at 6:33 AM
Oh, wow, just realized that 23 years ago today I got clean and sober. Look at those cool cannabis leaf beads strung on my mirror. That was before. Ha! Good ol' days. That's the porch of the house where I lived in Oakland, CA. Smoked a lot of cigarettes out there.
November 2, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I haven't been her for awhile.
If you knew Audrey, unfortunately she died last month. I miss her terribly.
That spicy tabby ran this house, and now I do it but I'm boring.
November 2, 2025 at 2:20 AM
and these
November 2, 2025 at 2:07 AM
more depictions of psychotherapy along with life and sorrow and freeing myself and still being bound up in other parts
November 2, 2025 at 2:06 AM
What is good psychotherapy like for me, you ask?

journal drawing:
"The Precious and the Edges"
November 2, 2025 at 1:49 AM
Sometimes my meds cause my blood pressure to drop and I'm dizzy for a period of time. This doesn't happen often. To me, it's a tolerable adverse effect. It's tolerable because my other choice is plunging back down into depression.

I wonder what others find to be tolerable adverse effects.
March 12, 2025 at 9:43 PM
the lovely sun
March 12, 2025 at 9:04 PM