and that im subconsciously dressing him like my 13 yo self, which, in and of itself, was sort of me as my own ideal guy at the time - tfw i have the same basic aesthetic taste in a guy as i did when i was 13, altho theres also smth to be said here abt tiago being a sort of externalized malesona 4 me

if i had boundless time and energy i would finish learning russian

im losing my freaking mind. the way some of these kids write their papers i can tell they havent heard a SINGLE WORD ive said all semester. you know they just sit in class silently with blank stares so i have literally no idea what goes on in their heads but its apparently nothing