here's the clip!! (took long enough because of my laziness)
i edited the clip because my reaction was **EXTREMELY** loud so hopefully this helps!!! and my record also got accepted for the GDDP :D very happy about it!!
i edited the clip because my reaction was **EXTREMELY** loud so hopefully this helps!!! and my record also got accepted for the GDDP :D very happy about it!!
January 11, 2026 at 11:15 AM
here's the clip!! (took long enough because of my laziness)
i edited the clip because my reaction was **EXTREMELY** loud so hopefully this helps!!! and my record also got accepted for the GDDP :D very happy about it!!
i edited the clip because my reaction was **EXTREMELY** loud so hopefully this helps!!! and my record also got accepted for the GDDP :D very happy about it!!
thank yOU ALL SO MUCH for this and believing in me. this is by far the greatest mental experience i proceeded to do and it is such a SATISFYING FEELING EVER doing it. i will share the clip laturr because my head hurts and i want this moment to hit deeper in the later hours. 58,919 attempts.
i am still under the belief of shock and i don't think i can find in any way to express how much i find this unreal. sessions and breaks worth of 2 years long live i spent grinding this unreal unfathomable achievement. i never felt any better to do this alone. ESPECIALLY fluking this from 83%??? 1/2
January 9, 2026 at 2:51 AM
thank yOU ALL SO MUCH for this and believing in me. this is by far the greatest mental experience i proceeded to do and it is such a SATISFYING FEELING EVER doing it. i will share the clip laturr because my head hurts and i want this moment to hit deeper in the later hours. 58,919 attempts.
i am still under the belief of shock and i don't think i can find in any way to express how much i find this unreal. sessions and breaks worth of 2 years long live i spent grinding this unreal unfathomable achievement. i never felt any better to do this alone. ESPECIALLY fluking this from 83%??? 1/2
January 9, 2026 at 2:47 AM
i am still under the belief of shock and i don't think i can find in any way to express how much i find this unreal. sessions and breaks worth of 2 years long live i spent grinding this unreal unfathomable achievement. i never felt any better to do this alone. ESPECIALLY fluking this from 83%??? 1/2
mrow mrow mrowww :3
January 8, 2026 at 5:45 AM
mrow mrow mrowww :3
i. diyng of overcuteness
January 8, 2026 at 4:00 AM
i. diyng of overcuteness
HAPPY NEW YEARS TEAM!! last year was a strong compensate of dedication and mental on my end. so many sacrifices and wealth given to all. i am so glad to have found my own path again and i am looking forward for a brighter future. love
January 1, 2026 at 12:02 AM
HAPPY NEW YEARS TEAM!! last year was a strong compensate of dedication and mental on my end. so many sacrifices and wealth given to all. i am so glad to have found my own path again and i am looking forward for a brighter future. love
i forgot to share progression for itha but Trust the process. i am Doing this
December 30, 2025 at 5:00 AM
i forgot to share progression for itha but Trust the process. i am Doing this
i played ithacropolis for like 30 minutes w/ snowgd_ in call and i got 33 to 83% :sob: what is this Dude
November 21, 2025 at 5:43 PM
i played ithacropolis for like 30 minutes w/ snowgd_ in call and i got 33 to 83% :sob: what is this Dude
i finally have something to post / benchmark here again! i started practicing my tapping w/ a different technique and it does look promising! so i am posting these for myself as a milestone
day 1 of deathstreaming
before: and after:
day 1 of deathstreaming
before: and after:
November 4, 2025 at 7:22 AM
i finally have something to post / benchmark here again! i started practicing my tapping w/ a different technique and it does look promising! so i am posting these for myself as a milestone
day 1 of deathstreaming
before: and after:
day 1 of deathstreaming
before: and after:
ring ring ring ring ring ring the phone 🔊☎️ Hello?
July 25, 2025 at 2:47 PM
ring ring ring ring ring ring the phone 🔊☎️ Hello?
can you hear that?
July 25, 2025 at 1:19 AM
can you hear that?
-light tunnel ahead. this is all a "it's only in your head" scenario and i know best and can't forgive it
and this is kinda a follow up post to a month ago posts and it has gotten better in most cases but worse
have a wonderful day 3/3 (the real End)
and this is kinda a follow up post to a month ago posts and it has gotten better in most cases but worse
have a wonderful day 3/3 (the real End)
July 23, 2025 at 7:34 PM
-light tunnel ahead. this is all a "it's only in your head" scenario and i know best and can't forgive it
and this is kinda a follow up post to a month ago posts and it has gotten better in most cases but worse
have a wonderful day 3/3 (the real End)
and this is kinda a follow up post to a month ago posts and it has gotten better in most cases but worse
have a wonderful day 3/3 (the real End)
i am slowly forgetting for what use am i online
hope to best i can somewhat become productive again and feel the reason for whom i am doing this for.
i can't lower my expectations either because i still BELIEVE in my head someone can do better but not
rambling won't do much but maybe i can see-
hope to best i can somewhat become productive again and feel the reason for whom i am doing this for.
i can't lower my expectations either because i still BELIEVE in my head someone can do better but not
rambling won't do much but maybe i can see-
July 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
i am slowly forgetting for what use am i online
hope to best i can somewhat become productive again and feel the reason for whom i am doing this for.
i can't lower my expectations either because i still BELIEVE in my head someone can do better but not
rambling won't do much but maybe i can see-
hope to best i can somewhat become productive again and feel the reason for whom i am doing this for.
i can't lower my expectations either because i still BELIEVE in my head someone can do better but not
rambling won't do much but maybe i can see-
i feel like this year has been more challenging than i expected and i can't do it without symbolizing myself.
i need to establish a filter on people's face because i can't work like i used to before, i wanna start a different alias because i wanna move on from the community
3/-3
i need to establish a filter on people's face because i can't work like i used to before, i wanna start a different alias because i wanna move on from the community
3/-3
July 23, 2025 at 7:27 PM
i feel like this year has been more challenging than i expected and i can't do it without symbolizing myself.
i need to establish a filter on people's face because i can't work like i used to before, i wanna start a different alias because i wanna move on from the community
3/-3
i need to establish a filter on people's face because i can't work like i used to before, i wanna start a different alias because i wanna move on from the community
3/-3
sucks to suck my reputation built so instinctually down low, many times i tried to do better or failed to because i can't feel comfortable with my own-self to people. i left older friend groups and completely cut off people on purpose to feel more home but i was not. i am lonely and can't stop it2/3
July 23, 2025 at 7:23 PM
sucks to suck my reputation built so instinctually down low, many times i tried to do better or failed to because i can't feel comfortable with my own-self to people. i left older friend groups and completely cut off people on purpose to feel more home but i was not. i am lonely and can't stop it2/3
i don't wanna vent to my friend's dms so will do it here as a self-reminder but i am sick of internet at this point
i am just so tired of feeling emotionally drained by my owning myself to do better, trying to follow up and catch more opportunities have never been so surrounded with apethy
1/3
i am just so tired of feeling emotionally drained by my owning myself to do better, trying to follow up and catch more opportunities have never been so surrounded with apethy
1/3
July 23, 2025 at 7:20 PM
i don't wanna vent to my friend's dms so will do it here as a self-reminder but i am sick of internet at this point
i am just so tired of feeling emotionally drained by my owning myself to do better, trying to follow up and catch more opportunities have never been so surrounded with apethy
1/3
i am just so tired of feeling emotionally drained by my owning myself to do better, trying to follow up and catch more opportunities have never been so surrounded with apethy
1/3
changing my alias online (might be short but still worth it)
July 16, 2025 at 1:00 PM
changing my alias online (might be short but still worth it)
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June 24, 2025 at 10:59 PM
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with all that said, summer Sucks i hate summer like Why the hell Do you like summer? i Hate summer like GOD stop the suffering and the blastering i just wanna BREATHE
maybe i will update further on depending how i feel BUTTTT that's another story Perhaps IDK 5/?
maybe i will update further on depending how i feel BUTTTT that's another story Perhaps IDK 5/?
June 14, 2025 at 1:27 AM
with all that said, summer Sucks i hate summer like Why the hell Do you like summer? i Hate summer like GOD stop the suffering and the blastering i just wanna BREATHE
maybe i will update further on depending how i feel BUTTTT that's another story Perhaps IDK 5/?
maybe i will update further on depending how i feel BUTTTT that's another story Perhaps IDK 5/?
i cut off my older friend groups and would much rather live on that hill and now i found my own comfort zone and it helps, so i guess now i am just developing myself how i can find passion and affection through someone? idk it just a really 3am thoughts in your head just hits and ban-hammers you 4/?
June 14, 2025 at 1:25 AM
i cut off my older friend groups and would much rather live on that hill and now i found my own comfort zone and it helps, so i guess now i am just developing myself how i can find passion and affection through someone? idk it just a really 3am thoughts in your head just hits and ban-hammers you 4/?
especially online i just had a shitty and awful reputation with friend groups making feel like everyone surrounded me is just a jerk for no reason, making me insecure to show my hobbies or expressing ideas
just awful really but over the course of these years i really got over it and that's good 3/?
just awful really but over the course of these years i really got over it and that's good 3/?
June 14, 2025 at 1:21 AM
especially online i just had a shitty and awful reputation with friend groups making feel like everyone surrounded me is just a jerk for no reason, making me insecure to show my hobbies or expressing ideas
just awful really but over the course of these years i really got over it and that's good 3/?
just awful really but over the course of these years i really got over it and that's good 3/?
like it's quite representive when i do or say stuff, i do not say anything to mean it's public sentences clear, i like to clue people in but right now it just feels completely opposite?
recently i kind off wish i was the first choice to someone than being the 287434346th person in line waiting 2/?
recently i kind off wish i was the first choice to someone than being the 287434346th person in line waiting 2/?
June 14, 2025 at 1:15 AM
like it's quite representive when i do or say stuff, i do not say anything to mean it's public sentences clear, i like to clue people in but right now it just feels completely opposite?
recently i kind off wish i was the first choice to someone than being the 287434346th person in line waiting 2/?
recently i kind off wish i was the first choice to someone than being the 287434346th person in line waiting 2/?
i think it is time for quite some ranting!!
anyways these past few days i have been really confused with certain thoughts that provocates me
like it's kind of strange but at the same it does make sense? i really haven't showed affection to my friends or anything in gesture because it's obvious 1/?
anyways these past few days i have been really confused with certain thoughts that provocates me
like it's kind of strange but at the same it does make sense? i really haven't showed affection to my friends or anything in gesture because it's obvious 1/?
June 14, 2025 at 1:10 AM
i think it is time for quite some ranting!!
anyways these past few days i have been really confused with certain thoughts that provocates me
like it's kind of strange but at the same it does make sense? i really haven't showed affection to my friends or anything in gesture because it's obvious 1/?
anyways these past few days i have been really confused with certain thoughts that provocates me
like it's kind of strange but at the same it does make sense? i really haven't showed affection to my friends or anything in gesture because it's obvious 1/?
i have been really silent but socials have probably been at the lowest they ever been((which makes me wanna stop using em)only connection through discord)
i try and Communicate more here but everything has been alright by the most part, my motivation is back and i wanna do much more
stay safe team
i try and Communicate more here but everything has been alright by the most part, my motivation is back and i wanna do much more
stay safe team
June 7, 2025 at 12:54 PM
i have been really silent but socials have probably been at the lowest they ever been((which makes me wanna stop using em)only connection through discord)
i try and Communicate more here but everything has been alright by the most part, my motivation is back and i wanna do much more
stay safe team
i try and Communicate more here but everything has been alright by the most part, my motivation is back and i wanna do much more
stay safe team