just shut up. no one wants to hear me.

i don't deserve to keep wasting everyone's time by continuing to breathe

I'm not entitled to feel this way. I'm not entitled to hurt. I'm too selfish to end it.

all i can do is pretend everything is fine. no one wants to know how i actually feel. the best thing i can do is shut up and be quiet.

I'm supposed to "belong" in queer spaces but everyone else looks so happy and everyone else connects so easily and i can't fucking do it because I'm broken and i just ruin everyone else's time

it feels like i don't fit in anywhere and it's pointless for me to try

i can't tell anyone how i feel because anyone who says they care is lying

i feel so alone but i can't tell anyone that because no one will ever want to deal with my bullshit i just need to get over it