connie
@sadwolfdog.bsky.social
i'm not sure what i'm hoping to achieve here
that one fucking hurt
January 12, 2026 at 5:42 AM
that one fucking hurt
at that point of the evening where i'm just mindlessly refreshing the Discover tab, eyes glazed over
January 11, 2026 at 8:29 AM
at that point of the evening where i'm just mindlessly refreshing the Discover tab, eyes glazed over
oh no where did all my happy go. had it just a few hours ago.
January 8, 2026 at 1:17 PM
oh no where did all my happy go. had it just a few hours ago.
just. don't.
have the desire to exist today.
have the desire to exist today.
December 29, 2025 at 10:25 PM
just. don't.
have the desire to exist today.
have the desire to exist today.
things are, in fact, not fine.
it's fine. i'm fine. everything's fine.
December 29, 2025 at 9:55 AM
things are, in fact, not fine.
the self-loathing is particularly strong this morning
December 26, 2025 at 3:28 PM
the self-loathing is particularly strong this morning
wowee that was a rough night
November 20, 2025 at 1:06 PM
wowee that was a rough night
should go out and howl on this therian day. but i just don't feel it tonight.
November 6, 2025 at 8:37 AM
should go out and howl on this therian day. but i just don't feel it tonight.
is strange.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
November 6, 2025 at 8:24 AM
is strange.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
I have an interest in getting to know certain people better. Not all of them reciprocate that feeling. Likewise, there are others who have a desire to know *me* better.
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
October 19, 2025 at 10:31 AM
I have an interest in getting to know certain people better. Not all of them reciprocate that feeling. Likewise, there are others who have a desire to know *me* better.
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
Blfc '25 - a really great time that shouldn't have ended as it did
October 17, 2025 at 9:07 AM
Blfc '25 - a really great time that shouldn't have ended as it did
didn't talk to anyone tonight, and now wolf sad
September 28, 2025 at 9:32 AM
didn't talk to anyone tonight, and now wolf sad
probably should prune some of my old posts before inviting everyone to look at my vent account
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
September 26, 2025 at 9:08 PM
probably should prune some of my old posts before inviting everyone to look at my vent account
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
on some level, brain acts as if a certain friend of mine is the arbiter of which women are attractive or not. And I know she doesn't find me attractive.
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
July 21, 2025 at 8:51 AM
on some level, brain acts as if a certain friend of mine is the arbiter of which women are attractive or not. And I know she doesn't find me attractive.
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
just want to scream. hate myself so goddamn much. and all i want to do is message friends and tell them how i feel like shit and have them tell me i am good, even if my brain doesn't believe it.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
how long until i burn through all of my friends' remaining goodwill and patience they have for me, constantly whining at them about my problems and fishing for reassurance they've given a million times before? looks like i'm gonna find out
June 23, 2025 at 10:58 AM
just want to scream. hate myself so goddamn much. and all i want to do is message friends and tell them how i feel like shit and have them tell me i am good, even if my brain doesn't believe it.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
hate how twisted up with envy my stomach gets anytime *she* posts a selfie
June 15, 2025 at 1:09 PM
hate how twisted up with envy my stomach gets anytime *she* posts a selfie
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
June 10, 2025 at 9:26 AM
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
am entirely invisible to my friends. if i wasn't always the one reaching out to talk with them, they wouldn't interact with me at all
June 9, 2025 at 9:29 AM
am entirely invisible to my friends. if i wasn't always the one reaching out to talk with them, they wouldn't interact with me at all
frustration of being bothered/distressed, but lacking the self-evaluation skills and mindfulness to know why. so i'm just stuck in Bad Brain
June 4, 2025 at 4:25 AM
frustration of being bothered/distressed, but lacking the self-evaluation skills and mindfulness to know why. so i'm just stuck in Bad Brain
something not right inside my head tonight. just a general feeling of malaise, in spite of how everything is going alright recently
May 29, 2025 at 7:49 AM
something not right inside my head tonight. just a general feeling of malaise, in spite of how everything is going alright recently