Maria Joy
@sailorjoy.bsky.social
30, she/her. Here for a good time; only my therapist wants it to be for a long time too.
Sometimes when you’re struggling you just gotta eat some SpongeBob mac&cheese and chill.
January 10, 2026 at 7:41 PM
Sometimes when you’re struggling you just gotta eat some SpongeBob mac&cheese and chill.
Both my of girls the fanfic and the romance novel are going through it at the same damn time with their men😩
January 10, 2026 at 6:14 AM
Both my of girls the fanfic and the romance novel are going through it at the same damn time with their men😩
5 days until I leave my hellscape of a job!
January 9, 2026 at 2:52 AM
5 days until I leave my hellscape of a job!
I think I’m understanding my mania in my bipolar disorder. Especially the hypersexiality part.
December 21, 2025 at 9:42 PM
I think I’m understanding my mania in my bipolar disorder. Especially the hypersexiality part.
I miss my old guy friends. They were losers, and I definitely should’ve punched them more. But they were nice and it seemed like we understood each other. At least, I thought we did.
December 18, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I miss my old guy friends. They were losers, and I definitely should’ve punched them more. But they were nice and it seemed like we understood each other. At least, I thought we did.
Just finished The Apothecary Diaries and it was so good!! 🥰
November 23, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Just finished The Apothecary Diaries and it was so good!! 🥰
My new hobby is coming to terms with how ugly I am.
November 19, 2025 at 1:22 AM
My new hobby is coming to terms with how ugly I am.
The die has been cast. Let the war begin. 😌
November 5, 2025 at 4:14 AM
The die has been cast. Let the war begin. 😌
Whoopsies I was real danger to myself for a few minutes.
September 17, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Whoopsies I was real danger to myself for a few minutes.
If there’s one thing my mom can do, it’s make it about her and be upset on my birthday. Yay.
September 11, 2025 at 12:07 AM
If there’s one thing my mom can do, it’s make it about her and be upset on my birthday. Yay.
To be honest, I’ve probably been delusional in all my one-sided irl dynamics. It sucks but you can’t control who’s into you.
September 1, 2025 at 4:32 PM
To be honest, I’ve probably been delusional in all my one-sided irl dynamics. It sucks but you can’t control who’s into you.
Man I need to think about myself more 😅 I didn’t even know what my favorite restaurant was.
August 15, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Man I need to think about myself more 😅 I didn’t even know what my favorite restaurant was.
Sometimes you have to remember that you can’t share everything you like with friends.
August 14, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Sometimes you have to remember that you can’t share everything you like with friends.
I wanna be loved romantically so fucking bad.
August 13, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I wanna be loved romantically so fucking bad.
Being on the periphery of a large family is an unusual kind of loneliness. Especially when you lose family members that others know and love greatly, but you have never met. I can only stand and hold your hand as you grieve.
August 9, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Being on the periphery of a large family is an unusual kind of loneliness. Especially when you lose family members that others know and love greatly, but you have never met. I can only stand and hold your hand as you grieve.
Do I love teaching? Yes. Would I rather kill myself than go back to work? Also yes.
August 1, 2025 at 8:32 PM
Do I love teaching? Yes. Would I rather kill myself than go back to work? Also yes.
Me: *just watching a video of a dog sneezing on a baby*
Family: here’s some weird mess about a travel bag we’re bringing to you to close on.
Me: WHY am I in this? Jesus just talk to each other.
Family: here’s some weird mess about a travel bag we’re bringing to you to close on.
Me: WHY am I in this? Jesus just talk to each other.
August 1, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Me: *just watching a video of a dog sneezing on a baby*
Family: here’s some weird mess about a travel bag we’re bringing to you to close on.
Me: WHY am I in this? Jesus just talk to each other.
Family: here’s some weird mess about a travel bag we’re bringing to you to close on.
Me: WHY am I in this? Jesus just talk to each other.
I wish I could cuddle someone right now and have dumb conversations with them.
July 31, 2025 at 4:17 AM
I wish I could cuddle someone right now and have dumb conversations with them.
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We love having emotional instability nights.
July 28, 2025 at 7:05 AM
We love having emotional instability nights.
One of the hardest things a black girl can go through is trying to take down and detangle hair that should’ve been taken down like weeks ago. It’s been 2 hours and I’m only halfway through. I just wanna shower😫😩
July 26, 2025 at 2:03 AM
One of the hardest things a black girl can go through is trying to take down and detangle hair that should’ve been taken down like weeks ago. It’s been 2 hours and I’m only halfway through. I just wanna shower😫😩
I think I just recognized my first silent panic attack. I didn’t know it until I started feeling the recovery symptoms. Ugh, it’s really fucking sucks.
July 24, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I think I just recognized my first silent panic attack. I didn’t know it until I started feeling the recovery symptoms. Ugh, it’s really fucking sucks.
I hate that the thought of interacting with others socially makes me very anxious. Like c’mon I can’t complain about being lonely and then be terrified about fixing it!
July 23, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I hate that the thought of interacting with others socially makes me very anxious. Like c’mon I can’t complain about being lonely and then be terrified about fixing it!
Instead of sitting in my depression and then getting high to force myself to feel good, I’m gonna take a shower and maybe a bath w/ a bathbomb. Will I still take an eddy? Likely. But steps are steps! #selfcare
July 19, 2025 at 2:53 AM
Instead of sitting in my depression and then getting high to force myself to feel good, I’m gonna take a shower and maybe a bath w/ a bathbomb. Will I still take an eddy? Likely. But steps are steps! #selfcare
Being an anxious black girl in a world of racism is the most tiring experience.
July 17, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Being an anxious black girl in a world of racism is the most tiring experience.