Ohhh you are going? Awesome! Will have to meet up!

Now VtM: That is enough to make my blood boil... Though perhaps that is the point.

... But I know how I feel now feels right (give or take fifty feet)

Anyway thanks for getting to the end of the thread if you made it this far. If you did you are a true hero... So what now? Do I get a gift basket? Is there a party or something I need to do? XD

But last night I reached the breaking point and told my partner. They are extremely supportive and I decided to message a few friends to gauge their reaction and get advice. But this is who I am. This is where I feel comfortable. I might not have all the correct terms to describe how I feel...

... I don't have the bravery to tell my family that I now use different pronouns. I can see the reactions in my mind. This has been a rollercoaster, being autistic and trying to explore your deepest emotional recesses is hard. Trying to find words and sort through hard logic.