I know that nobody cares, I'm just too much of a pussy to kill myself.

Whatever. I wish that guy really had killed me in 10th grade. Nobody is gonna do it now.

I deserve to keep starving myself

Nobody really cares

I'm going to have deep seeded trust issues for the rest of my life and accidentally ruin all of my relationships that way because that's how it always happens.

I'm so traumatized that sometimes I forget about certain traumatic events, and then I remember them and suddenly feel like complete shit.

I've lost a number of friends in the double digits over the fact that I wasn't horny in the right way. Sometimes they say they wanna chill with the horniness, so I respect that and try to talk to them in other ways, but they only respond to horny messages.

I don't understand love. I don't understand how people can feel unconditional romantic love for one another. I've felt it before but I've never received it. I don't understand why. I look at my friends and I see them fall in love with each other and I don't understand why it's impossible for-

The fact that I thrive off of validation and respect from others yet I am fundamentally unremarkable in every way and do nothing worthy of anyone's time or acknowledgment does, in fact, fuck with me severely.

Getting that "I want to leave every server, deactivate all my accounts, and stop talking to everyone unless they talk to me first" kind of depressed feeling again

LRT I know I just said I don't wanna do a hookup but like I need to be Goldlewis in that photo so badly. That's one of the hottest things TWaQ has ever drawn that isn't incest.

No jokes today, all I got is a locked Up and knocked up Brisket 🙏

Gold Ship quick drawing

Man, I haven't had like actual irl sex since the beginning of the year, huh? Last thing I did was eat a dude's pussy out, and that was at a time where I wasn't even sexually active our schedules just lined up and I was like "Fuck it we ball"

I think if I did do anything I'd want it to be intimate..

I'm not upset that people don't interact with my posts on main more often, but it is very disheartening that literally every interaction bait post I make, barely anybody looks or says anything. Are my thoughts and opinions truly that worthless to others most of the time?

It gets increasingly frustrating to articulate to people that, while I don't mind being single and recognize that I have people in my life that love me, it still fucks me up to think about the fact that I've never had someone crush on me first and try to start a relationship with me.

It's me, it is my time