It's been 12 days since my last update and a lot had happened. The biggest thing is big shadow work breakthroughs, so check out the comments under that for those updates. I have been monitoring my health, which has been dramatically fluctuating. Will update more next time
It's been 12 days since my last update and a lot had happened. The biggest thing is big shadow work breakthroughs, so check out the comments under that for those updates. I have been monitoring my health, which has been dramatically fluctuating. Will update more next time
Now that I've rebalanced myself, I'll be getting back on track with getting better. I may choose to do the same task for several days in a row to give myself the time to adjust to the changes. My goal is to make lasting changes, not get overwhelmed and burn out
Now that I've rebalanced myself, I'll be getting back on track with getting better. I may choose to do the same task for several days in a row to give myself the time to adjust to the changes. My goal is to make lasting changes, not get overwhelmed and burn out
While I didn't assign a new task each day, I was still actively trying to better myself. The goal is to get better, not to become perfect overnight. Sometimes, I may drop the ball and need to readjust. I've been too harsh on changing fast, so I'm adjusting that.
While I didn't assign a new task each day, I was still actively trying to better myself. The goal is to get better, not to become perfect overnight. Sometimes, I may drop the ball and need to readjust. I've been too harsh on changing fast, so I'm adjusting that.
I realized I was pushing myself a little too far in terms of my limits. I took the 8 days after this to recenter myself and rebalance my life. I'll make an update covering that
I realized I was pushing myself a little too far in terms of my limits. I took the 8 days after this to recenter myself and rebalance my life. I'll make an update covering that
I did exactly that. When I was overwhelmed with financial problems caused by my partner, I stood firm on boundaries and stayed gentle with myself. I feel like I've been making progress
I did exactly that. When I was overwhelmed with financial problems caused by my partner, I stood firm on boundaries and stayed gentle with myself. I feel like I've been making progress
I'm sure I did that, but I'm not sure how. I know I did because today(37) I was able to hold firm boundaries and be gentle with myself. I think yesterday I chose my health over money and because of that, I trust I'll take care of me
I'm sure I did that, but I'm not sure how. I know I did because today(37) I was able to hold firm boundaries and be gentle with myself. I think yesterday I chose my health over money and because of that, I trust I'll take care of me
I don't think I really did much of anything at all that day, but I did end up having very interesting dreams. I may actually decide to start a dream journal in the future as part of this. I've found many magical things in dreams
I don't think I really did much of anything at all that day, but I did end up having very interesting dreams. I may actually decide to start a dream journal in the future as part of this. I've found many magical things in dreams
I have a tendency to rush things and there is no exception here. I keep feeling like if I'm not making constant progress and constant steps forward, I'm somehow failing. I literally made this my own challenge. Failing is impossible.
I have a tendency to rush things and there is no exception here. I keep feeling like if I'm not making constant progress and constant steps forward, I'm somehow failing. I literally made this my own challenge. Failing is impossible.
This was made when I was just starting to get sick, but I had no idea of the severity of the sickness. I learned how severe it was after a few days. I could barely get out of bed, opening my eyes felt impossible, everything was numb and breathing was hard. Rest was needed
This was made when I was just starting to get sick, but I had no idea of the severity of the sickness. I learned how severe it was after a few days. I could barely get out of bed, opening my eyes felt impossible, everything was numb and breathing was hard. Rest was needed
I asked myself a few questions.
What do I really want in a partner?
Who would my partner want?
How can I become the person I need to be to find this person?
I still don't have answers, lol
I asked myself a few questions.
What do I really want in a partner?
Who would my partner want?
How can I become the person I need to be to find this person?
I still don't have answers, lol
I've always struggled with taking care of my hairs. I found out recently that I have curly hair and that requires completely different care than straight hair. I have a comb for it now and stuff, but I still need the curl cream and stuff to help it stay healthy
I've always struggled with taking care of my hairs. I found out recently that I have curly hair and that requires completely different care than straight hair. I have a comb for it now and stuff, but I still need the curl cream and stuff to help it stay healthy
I have been trying to do this more often, but obviously that's uncomfortable so it's hard to do. I hope to be able to learn from feeling uncomfortable and find the things I still have been running from and hiding from. This is scary lol
I have been trying to do this more often, but obviously that's uncomfortable so it's hard to do. I hope to be able to learn from feeling uncomfortable and find the things I still have been running from and hiding from. This is scary lol
I don't don't think I managed to do that, but i did learn that I need to forgive myself and my best friend through high-school. I'll be working hard on managing these emotions in therapy over the next few months. If I learn anything, I'll comment here
I don't don't think I managed to do that, but i did learn that I need to forgive myself and my best friend through high-school. I'll be working hard on managing these emotions in therapy over the next few months. If I learn anything, I'll comment here
With my anxiety, depression, and traumas, I have had a really hard time learning how to trust myself. I'll be learning to take steps every now and then towards trusting myself. I told someone a little more about the disabilities I have
With my anxiety, depression, and traumas, I have had a really hard time learning how to trust myself. I'll be learning to take steps every now and then towards trusting myself. I told someone a little more about the disabilities I have
I am disabled, both physically and mentally/emotionally. I have all kinds of invisible disabilities and listening to my body is one of the few ways I can fight the disability without making it worse for myself.
I am disabled, both physically and mentally/emotionally. I have all kinds of invisible disabilities and listening to my body is one of the few ways I can fight the disability without making it worse for myself.
I'm not sure how well I did with this, but I think i did pretty ok. I was patient, kind, and understanding of myself. Things were super tough for a bit, but I managed to get through it and ended up having a good day and learning a lot.
I'm not sure how well I did with this, but I think i did pretty ok. I was patient, kind, and understanding of myself. Things were super tough for a bit, but I managed to get through it and ended up having a good day and learning a lot.
I did my first real reading for a stranger today. I tracked a negative energy that attached to them and gave them accurate descriptions of the entity and confirmed that neither of us are crazy or seeing things. This is scary, but I'm excited too.
I did my first real reading for a stranger today. I tracked a negative energy that attached to them and gave them accurate descriptions of the entity and confirmed that neither of us are crazy or seeing things. This is scary, but I'm excited too.
I went to a restaurant I've been wanting to go to but kept telling myself I couldn't because I couldn't afford to spend the money. I did this without knowing what my task for the day was
I went to a restaurant I've been wanting to go to but kept telling myself I couldn't because I couldn't afford to spend the money. I did this without knowing what my task for the day was