i need to be shot in the head

literally every man is the same what the fuck

patient 0 relapser type shit

hope i dont trigger a fucking ptsd episode while im away from home but itll probably happen since im not balling off-meds

LIKEEE what is a girl to do except change sexuality every few months & question gender orientation at least once a year cmon neow

sounds like im rly up myself or whatever like oooh noo dont get a crush on mee~ but men are stupid ok and nice=flirting to them. im a people pleaser by default + guilt so i fear im fucking cooked. keeps sayin he loves music. specifically music. and how funny it is my name is music. connect them. fml

hes nice, average looking and extremely overly sweet but ffs i cannot do relationships rn.... but i dont wanna have to break his heart. telepathically sending him brainwaves to Chill Out for a second. at the Minimum.

0 clue it was my brothers toy

imso emotional lately off my meds fuvk my life