feb photo dump

Writing an interview and can't shake the feeling that none of this matters or leads anywhere. The more I think about it, the more I realize social media really messes with how we see feedback—it turns everything into just numbers.

whenever I am working on a interview, it is really hard to battle the feeling of being insignificant

3 things to focus in today:

deny
useful pings
die less than 5 times

i hate rubick mid, out of 14 games with rubick mid in my team i lost 14

photo dump of the day

being adult is not fun... now my to do list consists of calling plumbers, doing laundry, making a doctor appointment. when did it stop being: wake up, play dota, eat (optional).

yesterday I finally queued a game after staring at 'find match' button for 2 weeks. I lost my first game of Dark Willow in 2 month, and next game she was banned so I played hoodwink I accidentally double down and I win...

I'VE CONFRONTED MY FEAR (imagine fearing a button)