there's nothing actionable about this feeling because it's insane. but every time I snake post and someone tags <x> or <y> or their lame ass girlfriend I consider just going back to being introverted and withheld

im still the world's most lonely girl trying to constantly communicate something that is not communicable but at least it's not crushing my head like a vise

i wish it were not like this but if i hurt someone's feelings while im like this I Will Do Something Inadvisable

the trick is balancing "caring about the people I love's wellbeing" with this I guess.

im starting to think the bloody hole in the world should be president