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schwie
@schwie.bsky.social
worlds (stupidest) kitten .
music is for the inclusive made for all


she/they/it
I downed two monsters literally an hour ago LOL
November 19, 2025 at 3:20 PM
dude even my own avatars fucking suck I look stupid my trackers are always having problem my head strap is practically broken I don't have prescriptions and my glasses fucking hurt my nose and I always can't see with the built up humidity in it
I don't know how much more I can handle this
November 17, 2025 at 9:28 AM
knew that I really wasn't going to be able to catch up and I left orchestra on my own volition and now I'm just stuck doing nothing it fucking sucks I'm just a waste of resources
November 17, 2025 at 9:26 AM
that I fucking suck in general I wanted to learn comp sci earlier in my life that got halted to a screeching halt by my own family issues, I sucked at playing violin in school and I was always catching up to my peers I bawled and cried in front in front of both of my orchestra directors and they
November 17, 2025 at 9:26 AM
ugh I have too many things I want to do. I want to learn how to properly dj, I want to play at places, I want to make my own place, I want to see it prosper, I want to prosper, I want to learn all things cool things I see from other people I admire and every time I'm hit in the face by reality
November 17, 2025 at 9:26 AM
really think I'll be able to withhold this suffering anymore I really don't think I've been able to properly let it go and feel happy for more than a day it hurts and torments me I don't know anymore I really can't hold this in anymore I'm sorry I don't know if this is a cry for help
November 17, 2025 at 9:20 AM
I think I need to reconsider what I want from this community either I somehow let go of this social anxiety and fully be able to laugh and be able to just go up to friends and talk or I say fuck it and just say I'm finished and sell all my vr gear I really don't know what the future holds nor do I
November 17, 2025 at 9:20 AM
having to ask other people for help too many times I've had my trust betrayed too many times so many of this resulted in me bottling my feelings I don't think I've properly vented to someone I have certain people I feel easier to talk too but that doesn't mean I can fully let my feelings out
November 17, 2025 at 9:20 AM
ITS HITTINGG
November 16, 2025 at 4:07 AM
LMFAO WTF
November 16, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Made it unlisted for anyone wants to use, feel free to recommend songs to add I want to make it as long as possible :3
youtu.be/5qVFBjLoMLA
joji comp updated
YouTube video by schwie
youtu.be
November 15, 2025 at 2:50 PM