mudkirb’s super secret evil alter ego
@secretmudkirbstash.bsky.social
@azkisser.bsky.social vent account/irl posting account
if i don’t feel comfy with you being here i will softblock you no offense
if i don’t feel comfy with you being here i will softblock you no offense
still thinking of that one time this summer when i actually passed in public like twice
how did that even fucking happen I’m not even out to my parents i had to shrug it off like “eh I’ve been called worse” when in reality i was like bouncing up n down from joy
how did that even fucking happen I’m not even out to my parents i had to shrug it off like “eh I’ve been called worse” when in reality i was like bouncing up n down from joy
February 4, 2026 at 8:40 PM
still thinking of that one time this summer when i actually passed in public like twice
how did that even fucking happen I’m not even out to my parents i had to shrug it off like “eh I’ve been called worse” when in reality i was like bouncing up n down from joy
how did that even fucking happen I’m not even out to my parents i had to shrug it off like “eh I’ve been called worse” when in reality i was like bouncing up n down from joy
i don’t know why
but when i kinda look at all the new Epstein stuff
i feel horrible about it
but i also laugh about all the ridiculous stuff
like “oh they don’t even want Elon lol” and the whole FNAF porn thing is fucking hilarious
but i feel like a shitty person for laughing
but when i kinda look at all the new Epstein stuff
i feel horrible about it
but i also laugh about all the ridiculous stuff
like “oh they don’t even want Elon lol” and the whole FNAF porn thing is fucking hilarious
but i feel like a shitty person for laughing
February 4, 2026 at 5:54 PM
i don’t know why
but when i kinda look at all the new Epstein stuff
i feel horrible about it
but i also laugh about all the ridiculous stuff
like “oh they don’t even want Elon lol” and the whole FNAF porn thing is fucking hilarious
but i feel like a shitty person for laughing
but when i kinda look at all the new Epstein stuff
i feel horrible about it
but i also laugh about all the ridiculous stuff
like “oh they don’t even want Elon lol” and the whole FNAF porn thing is fucking hilarious
but i feel like a shitty person for laughing
i feel like throwing up i hate this
all i am is a failure who continuously disappoints everyone
all i am is a failure who continuously disappoints everyone
February 4, 2026 at 12:57 PM
i feel like throwing up i hate this
all i am is a failure who continuously disappoints everyone
all i am is a failure who continuously disappoints everyone
everything’s always fucking blamed on me ugh i don’t take out the trash when i WASNT TOLD TO and have had DIFFERING DAYS TOLD TO ME AT DIFFERENT TIMES and my mom YELLS AT ME FOR NOT DOING IT ON THE REGULAR DAY. MAN.
January 28, 2026 at 12:57 PM
everything’s always fucking blamed on me ugh i don’t take out the trash when i WASNT TOLD TO and have had DIFFERING DAYS TOLD TO ME AT DIFFERENT TIMES and my mom YELLS AT ME FOR NOT DOING IT ON THE REGULAR DAY. MAN.
it’s 2:40 am I’m really tired and need to sleep but i fucking can’t ugh
January 22, 2026 at 7:39 AM
it’s 2:40 am I’m really tired and need to sleep but i fucking can’t ugh
feeling so dysphoric i genuinely feel like throwing up
January 20, 2026 at 2:30 PM
feeling so dysphoric i genuinely feel like throwing up
i have not dated a single person in my life and im feeling insanely lonely because of it
but i can’t start now bc im definitely demi and the only 3 ppl who id date are either in QPRs that i dont wanna disturb or just. isn’t attracted to my gender
but i can’t start now bc im definitely demi and the only 3 ppl who id date are either in QPRs that i dont wanna disturb or just. isn’t attracted to my gender
January 13, 2026 at 7:22 PM
i have not dated a single person in my life and im feeling insanely lonely because of it
but i can’t start now bc im definitely demi and the only 3 ppl who id date are either in QPRs that i dont wanna disturb or just. isn’t attracted to my gender
but i can’t start now bc im definitely demi and the only 3 ppl who id date are either in QPRs that i dont wanna disturb or just. isn’t attracted to my gender
feeling terrible at everything rn
January 13, 2026 at 3:19 AM
feeling terrible at everything rn
why does drama always ruin my life
it’s not even “this person is a shitty person” drama anymore some of my Phighting teammates ragebaited someone too hard and they left the server i don’t want this to break up the team these people are amazing
it’s not even “this person is a shitty person” drama anymore some of my Phighting teammates ragebaited someone too hard and they left the server i don’t want this to break up the team these people are amazing
January 4, 2026 at 6:27 AM
why does drama always ruin my life
it’s not even “this person is a shitty person” drama anymore some of my Phighting teammates ragebaited someone too hard and they left the server i don’t want this to break up the team these people are amazing
it’s not even “this person is a shitty person” drama anymore some of my Phighting teammates ragebaited someone too hard and they left the server i don’t want this to break up the team these people are amazing
i don’t care what my mom says I’m leaving the country the second i get out of college and never looking back
January 3, 2026 at 6:17 PM
i don’t care what my mom says I’m leaving the country the second i get out of college and never looking back
please can this vocaloid creator I’ve been getting into not have drama i beg i plead i don’t wanna get burned a third time not with how I’ve been throwing myself into making Rhythm Heaven remixes to try and distract myself from the pit in my stomach
January 3, 2026 at 6:15 PM
please can this vocaloid creator I’ve been getting into not have drama i beg i plead i don’t wanna get burned a third time not with how I’ve been throwing myself into making Rhythm Heaven remixes to try and distract myself from the pit in my stomach
i hate living in this fucking country
i feel like shit
i feel like shit
January 3, 2026 at 6:06 PM
i hate living in this fucking country
i feel like shit
i feel like shit
i saw one of those “introduce yourself with what almost killed you!!” posts back on main and i had the opportunity to do a really dark joke but i didn’t wanna do it on main
with that out of the way, hi, im mudkirbie
with that out of the way, hi, im mudkirbie
January 2, 2026 at 8:16 PM
i saw one of those “introduce yourself with what almost killed you!!” posts back on main and i had the opportunity to do a really dark joke but i didn’t wanna do it on main
with that out of the way, hi, im mudkirbie
with that out of the way, hi, im mudkirbie
i really think I’m somewhere on the aromantic spectrum but at the same time i really want some sort of relationship. like i wanna commit myself to someone but i don’t wanna like kiss or show them my boobs or care about attractiveness or whatever
December 27, 2025 at 6:46 AM
i really think I’m somewhere on the aromantic spectrum but at the same time i really want some sort of relationship. like i wanna commit myself to someone but i don’t wanna like kiss or show them my boobs or care about attractiveness or whatever
i’m a fucking monster
December 16, 2025 at 6:07 AM
i’m a fucking monster
OKAY SO. i overheard this from my sister. apparently the DIRECTOR OF THE GYM SHE DOES CHEER FOR is spamming the ENTIRE team’s group chat literally INDIVIDUALLY calling out one person and saying they ruined her entire show. which is actually fucking crazy.
holy SHIT cheer girls are heartless
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
December 15, 2025 at 9:09 PM
OKAY SO. i overheard this from my sister. apparently the DIRECTOR OF THE GYM SHE DOES CHEER FOR is spamming the ENTIRE team’s group chat literally INDIVIDUALLY calling out one person and saying they ruined her entire show. which is actually fucking crazy.
holy SHIT cheer girls are heartless
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
December 15, 2025 at 8:59 PM
holy SHIT cheer girls are heartless
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
I’ll say why in a minute when I’m out of my sister and moms gaze
Well then!
and just when i think “oh it’s fine this is all that happened” IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE
and just when i think “oh it’s fine this is all that happened” IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE
December 15, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Well then!
and just when i think “oh it’s fine this is all that happened” IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE
and just when i think “oh it’s fine this is all that happened” IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE
everything’s gonna come crashing down around me again isn’t it
it’s just one more friend group to implode on itself
I’m cursed. that’s all i am. I’m CURSED. every time i make friends i shatter a group, get ostracized before i can, or watch it decay slowly
it’s just one more friend group to implode on itself
I’m cursed. that’s all i am. I’m CURSED. every time i make friends i shatter a group, get ostracized before i can, or watch it decay slowly
December 15, 2025 at 1:16 PM
everything’s gonna come crashing down around me again isn’t it
it’s just one more friend group to implode on itself
I’m cursed. that’s all i am. I’m CURSED. every time i make friends i shatter a group, get ostracized before i can, or watch it decay slowly
it’s just one more friend group to implode on itself
I’m cursed. that’s all i am. I’m CURSED. every time i make friends i shatter a group, get ostracized before i can, or watch it decay slowly
i feel guilty for something someone was in the complete right to do and something i had no hand in simply because i didn’t stop it. i don’t wanna hurt anyone’s feelings regardless of how much i dislike them
i think one of you can tell what im talking about but this is secret to the others please
i think one of you can tell what im talking about but this is secret to the others please
December 15, 2025 at 1:04 PM
i feel guilty for something someone was in the complete right to do and something i had no hand in simply because i didn’t stop it. i don’t wanna hurt anyone’s feelings regardless of how much i dislike them
i think one of you can tell what im talking about but this is secret to the others please
i think one of you can tell what im talking about but this is secret to the others please
even when I’m fully on one side of argument and it’s between a person i care for and a person i don’t i still. don’t like it when people argue. it scares me and i don’t know why. it’s not the people who argue’s fault, it’s my stupid brain and how it works
December 15, 2025 at 5:18 AM
even when I’m fully on one side of argument and it’s between a person i care for and a person i don’t i still. don’t like it when people argue. it scares me and i don’t know why. it’s not the people who argue’s fault, it’s my stupid brain and how it works
when people argue it makes me terrified that everything is gonna come crashing down
December 15, 2025 at 4:59 AM
when people argue it makes me terrified that everything is gonna come crashing down
been playing my comfort game for a minute and I’ll talk about it after i get out of the car w him
i hate my dad so much
December 12, 2025 at 11:19 PM
been playing my comfort game for a minute and I’ll talk about it after i get out of the car w him
i hate my dad so much
December 12, 2025 at 10:56 PM
i hate my dad so much
is it normal best friend relationship behavior when she yells at you for not accepting an invite to play a random ass mobile game so she can get like coins or whatever junk they give out for referrals
December 12, 2025 at 12:55 PM
is it normal best friend relationship behavior when she yells at you for not accepting an invite to play a random ass mobile game so she can get like coins or whatever junk they give out for referrals