sowwy for the lifedump when i mostly just lurk from time to time, i'm just thinking a lot about what direction to take my life next and wanted to write it down

'tis just the life when you're a grown adult with responsibilities

i also wanna get better pay. help with our expenses more evenly again, and be able to pitch in for a bigger apartment for possibly more rent than we pay now (less is plausible though in our complex hehe)

my 1 year is in april, which i don't mind reaching, but i'd ideally leave before that or soon after...

it's hard when the things i wanna do is emotionally intensive (socwork), and i'm also underqualified for most things without my degrees orz

my current one isn't so bad now that i've gotten medicated—it helps so much with the spiral dread that happens otherwise!

it's just not something i want to do for much longer; i wanna grow, take a step up in some way, and also stop walking so damn much (literal)

wah, thank you so much, beau! 🥹🥹🥹 that means a lot to me!

OMG... KYAA! (insert emoji with the same name)

06 is a beautiful beautiful vtuber named junie and 09 is my bitch son that i love (and 07 is souta. orb 🔮)

thank you 😭 i hope so too, i love drawing so bad