Serenity 🏳️⚧️
@serenitii.net
She/her 🏳️⚧️ I wear programmer socks professionally.
Photography: https://cara.app/serenityhart
Site: https://serenitii.net/
Photography: https://cara.app/serenityhart
Site: https://serenitii.net/
I am slowly losing my sense of self to depression.
November 11, 2025 at 6:07 PM
I am slowly losing my sense of self to depression.
Thinking about updating my site and pouring out a whole lot about dysphoria in general
August 20, 2025 at 2:45 AM
Thinking about updating my site and pouring out a whole lot about dysphoria in general
Ever get whacked with gender envy so hard it fully spirals you into a depressive episode
July 28, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Ever get whacked with gender envy so hard it fully spirals you into a depressive episode
In an effort to get away from google, I switched to Proton for my email last year. Something borked on their end with my custom domain. Support sent 1 email per day to 'work' on it. They never read anything I sent. Didn't fix it, kicked out my domain.
Switching to Fastmail and wow it's better
Switching to Fastmail and wow it's better
July 20, 2025 at 11:57 PM
In an effort to get away from google, I switched to Proton for my email last year. Something borked on their end with my custom domain. Support sent 1 email per day to 'work' on it. They never read anything I sent. Didn't fix it, kicked out my domain.
Switching to Fastmail and wow it's better
Switching to Fastmail and wow it's better
sometimes the dysphoria really hit
July 17, 2025 at 3:25 AM
sometimes the dysphoria really hit
I use chess as a time killer but don't actually study it, so when i hit the game review for my bot game and realized that i hit every step of the mate in 6, it felt great.
May 28, 2025 at 6:26 PM
I use chess as a time killer but don't actually study it, so when i hit the game review for my bot game and realized that i hit every step of the mate in 6, it felt great.
What happened that started this thing of every company having an arbitration agreement? What regulation got removed
May 11, 2025 at 2:56 AM
What happened that started this thing of every company having an arbitration agreement? What regulation got removed
Been on the Internet a long time and one thing happens every time that is so fucking annoying. Some space will come along, and it'll be nice, people will slowly move to it, then the right wing nuts will get lonely and start moving in, then suddenly the space is trash.
I'm so tired
I'm so tired
April 8, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Been on the Internet a long time and one thing happens every time that is so fucking annoying. Some space will come along, and it'll be nice, people will slowly move to it, then the right wing nuts will get lonely and start moving in, then suddenly the space is trash.
I'm so tired
I'm so tired
What stupid motherfucker at Nissan decided that the hotkey to turn on voice recognition should be hitting volume down twice.
March 28, 2025 at 12:12 PM
What stupid motherfucker at Nissan decided that the hotkey to turn on voice recognition should be hitting volume down twice.
Nikki continues to be a very relaxing experience in a sea of wild shit going on in the world. New update means new fit.
March 28, 2025 at 2:34 AM
Nikki continues to be a very relaxing experience in a sea of wild shit going on in the world. New update means new fit.
"When did you become such a radical" i mean from age 7 and throughout most of my life my favorite game starred a blonde twink working with eco terrorists to stop a corporation from killing the planet
March 25, 2025 at 1:30 AM
"When did you become such a radical" i mean from age 7 and throughout most of my life my favorite game starred a blonde twink working with eco terrorists to stop a corporation from killing the planet
It did not work out. I managed to scrape together about 8 hours of time. I finished the map generation, player movement, collision, and a few other things. But i need like 16 more hours at least to have a minimum game.
5th year in a row of not being able...
5th year in a row of not being able...
I am going to force myself to make time to do this game jam. Tired of leaving jams halfway through.
March 8, 2025 at 11:32 PM
It did not work out. I managed to scrape together about 8 hours of time. I finished the map generation, player movement, collision, and a few other things. But i need like 16 more hours at least to have a minimum game.
5th year in a row of not being able...
5th year in a row of not being able...
I am going to force myself to make time to do this game jam. Tired of leaving jams halfway through.
March 5, 2025 at 2:22 AM
I am going to force myself to make time to do this game jam. Tired of leaving jams halfway through.
For anyone that might not have seen it, @firefox.com pulled all language relating to "we don't sell your data" from their policies. I'm so incredibly tired of greedy fucks getting into and tainting literally everything.
March 1, 2025 at 6:22 PM
For anyone that might not have seen it, @firefox.com pulled all language relating to "we don't sell your data" from their policies. I'm so incredibly tired of greedy fucks getting into and tainting literally everything.
Ffs i just switched back to Firefox last year.
March 1, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Ffs i just switched back to Firefox last year.
I've realized i can access nethack on my phone. Productivity going to an all time low
February 28, 2025 at 11:28 PM
I've realized i can access nethack on my phone. Productivity going to an all time low
Broke down my entire server setup and started fresh. The laptop has been pulled from the main rack and now runs a WoW server (I'll be loading other game servers too). I've setup a new OMV with locally run Jellyfin. I setup a subsonic server pointed at my omv. I'm setting up Immich now
February 20, 2025 at 6:25 PM
Broke down my entire server setup and started fresh. The laptop has been pulled from the main rack and now runs a WoW server (I'll be loading other game servers too). I've setup a new OMV with locally run Jellyfin. I setup a subsonic server pointed at my omv. I'm setting up Immich now
I've hit the point where the balance of my sanity vs staying informed is 1:0. I've had less than 10 nights of sleep without nightmares in 3 years and my mental state is close to sending me on a grip sock vaca. I can't do it anymore.
February 17, 2025 at 10:34 AM
I've hit the point where the balance of my sanity vs staying informed is 1:0. I've had less than 10 nights of sleep without nightmares in 3 years and my mental state is close to sending me on a grip sock vaca. I can't do it anymore.
The fact that random ass people over 20 years were able to clean room reverse engineer the world of warcraft servers, letting me run my own in a fucking docker container, is insane to me.
February 12, 2025 at 2:32 AM
The fact that random ass people over 20 years were able to clean room reverse engineer the world of warcraft servers, letting me run my own in a fucking docker container, is insane to me.
There are so many things I would kill to experience for the first time again. There are so many highs that can never be matched
February 10, 2025 at 4:13 AM
There are so many things I would kill to experience for the first time again. There are so many highs that can never be matched
I need windows XP with Windows 10 compatibility
February 7, 2025 at 4:52 AM
I need windows XP with Windows 10 compatibility
I've been taking this old life purge seriously, going back through old social media accounts and burning them. I deleted my >100k karma reddit account I've had for over a decade. My tumblr I had since 2012. Everything meta. Even my newgrounds account.
Soon, Serenity is all that will be left.
Soon, Serenity is all that will be left.
February 7, 2025 at 3:00 AM
I've been taking this old life purge seriously, going back through old social media accounts and burning them. I deleted my >100k karma reddit account I've had for over a decade. My tumblr I had since 2012. Everything meta. Even my newgrounds account.
Soon, Serenity is all that will be left.
Soon, Serenity is all that will be left.
I've been thinking about changing my persona online for years. My previous username was created with my ex wife 15 years ago. I've been thinking of changing for years.
Coming to terms with my identity was a motivator, but not bridge burner.
Current political climate though, I'm wiping my presence
Coming to terms with my identity was a motivator, but not bridge burner.
Current political climate though, I'm wiping my presence
February 5, 2025 at 5:10 PM
I've been thinking about changing my persona online for years. My previous username was created with my ex wife 15 years ago. I've been thinking of changing for years.
Coming to terms with my identity was a motivator, but not bridge burner.
Current political climate though, I'm wiping my presence
Coming to terms with my identity was a motivator, but not bridge burner.
Current political climate though, I'm wiping my presence
I feel like hosting companies giving you low up front costs then jacking the price significantly after a year directly contributes to low personal site numbers. Square space literally doubled the monthly fee on me after a year to a site that averaged like 50 hits a month
February 1, 2025 at 3:50 AM
I feel like hosting companies giving you low up front costs then jacking the price significantly after a year directly contributes to low personal site numbers. Square space literally doubled the monthly fee on me after a year to a site that averaged like 50 hits a month
We need to get back to making Nazis the bad guys in media. I need Wolfenstein, Hellsing, etc. They need to be the impossible to empathize with bad guys again
January 23, 2025 at 1:49 PM
We need to get back to making Nazis the bad guys in media. I need Wolfenstein, Hellsing, etc. They need to be the impossible to empathize with bad guys again