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carcrash
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Uhhhhh hi
SPEND TIME WITH ME GRAHHH
January 23, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Now I’m jelious
January 23, 2025 at 8:31 PM
I feel weeeeirrrrdddd
January 2, 2025 at 7:48 PM
I’m so tired all the time. I bet this is half of what he felt.

I don’t know if I’m not processing or not but I still want to be clingy.

I don’t want my attachment to hold them back or hurt them
January 2, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I miss having someone to talk about everything to and telling them everything. I feel very lonely. And I don’t want to have to find somone new and build up a connection again. So I’m stuck until it goes back to normal or til I’m 100% that it won’t, and then get over it
January 2, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Have to go to my grandmas house tomorrow. I’m so sick of only talking to my family again.
December 21, 2024 at 10:42 AM
Maybe I am just too open but i genuinely wanna know how they’re doing. Maybe it’s too soon or they’re just too out of it to whatever’s I dunno. Those who wait a week and then deal with it :3
December 21, 2024 at 10:29 AM
Hearing people affirm to me that it’s perfectly reasonable to be affected by not talking to anouther person for several days or even one day has definitely helped me feel better. Like I go a while without actually TALKING to somone and I’m like dang I should reach out as soon as people aren’t busy
December 21, 2024 at 10:25 AM
Actually maybe posting online like this is unhealthy. I might have to think this over
December 21, 2024 at 5:52 AM
Maybe I should make this into a more personal like blog or something idfk.
December 21, 2024 at 5:50 AM
Sad but gonna be fine. Hopeful for the future but keeping any expectations low.
December 21, 2024 at 5:49 AM
Going from crying to yearning to crying. Fml
December 20, 2024 at 9:19 AM
I wish I waited. But I don’t think k id ever be ready. I want to not live
December 20, 2024 at 8:59 AM
please I don’t want to be concious anymore god I don’t want to be awake anymore I don’t I don’t I dont
December 20, 2024 at 8:57 AM
I’m an awful person.
December 20, 2024 at 8:47 AM
I feel like this will never go away. I know it will. But I’m honestly scared for the future. I just want to talk to him…but I can’t. I’m so selfish. I wish I could take these feelings out of me. Make them go away. I know he won’t look on here. I need to get this out to somone who isn’t Ise
December 20, 2024 at 8:44 AM
I wish this was a bad dream
December 20, 2024 at 7:40 AM
I set myself up for this. And now I feel empty and scared.
December 20, 2024 at 7:34 AM
Heartbreak just in time for Christmas…I want to
Disappear
December 20, 2024 at 7:31 AM
Love
December 17, 2024 at 9:05 AM
I might be confusing the source my issues to be my relationship. i thinks it’s something else
December 16, 2024 at 9:41 PM
This is why sleep is good lol. Crazy and delusional when tired
December 15, 2024 at 4:51 PM
Why am
I always crying
December 15, 2024 at 9:36 AM
Yearning for something feels like heartbreak. I wish I could be stronger like them. I wish I could handle things better. I’m so sensitive all the time
December 15, 2024 at 9:29 AM
I might be pathetic always sad girl
December 15, 2024 at 9:27 AM