Update: It is not working

You ever feel like you're just trapped in a hole but when you try to climb out the hole somehow keeps getting bigger and eventually you slip and fall and end up in a worse position than before? I feel like I've stopped trying to climb out and have just accepted the hole as my home

Fortunately, 2024 had a lot of good memories and was one of the best years of my life. Unfortunately, I really don't want to think about a lot of those memories now. Will try to make 2025 better.

My motivation to get out of bed is non-existent but I shall do so anyway.