shade💔
@shadesmindpalace.bsky.social
Just a person that is too worried about people
A lot of venting will be done on this profile, if you don't care for that then don't follow
Also I'll be closer to being my real self here with no sort of obstruction
A lot of venting will be done on this profile, if you don't care for that then don't follow
Also I'll be closer to being my real self here with no sort of obstruction
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shade💔
@shadesmindpalace.bsky.social
· Nov 15
-> Since I like y'all here and my normal name is unusable for non czech or polish people, call me Vin (Vinny) or Shade
-> Do not talk about stuff I said on here outside unless I bring it up specifically.
-> potential TW (ed, depression, potential dysphoria)
-> I'm reserving the right to block anyone
-> Do not talk about stuff I said on here outside unless I bring it up specifically.
-> potential TW (ed, depression, potential dysphoria)
-> I'm reserving the right to block anyone
holy shit dealing with school has been kafkaesque and not like the hsr character
October 22, 2025 at 10:01 AM
holy shit dealing with school has been kafkaesque and not like the hsr character
please, i beg for everything to go right today and in the near future
i worked my ass off trying to appeal the appeal. i got all the papers i hopefully need and all hopefully correct
if it doesn't work out and i get kicked out then i'll at least have a tiny bit of peace knowing i did what I could
i worked my ass off trying to appeal the appeal. i got all the papers i hopefully need and all hopefully correct
if it doesn't work out and i get kicked out then i'll at least have a tiny bit of peace knowing i did what I could
so uhhh my appeal to repeat the college year did not get accepted...
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
September 25, 2025 at 5:21 AM
please, i beg for everything to go right today and in the near future
i worked my ass off trying to appeal the appeal. i got all the papers i hopefully need and all hopefully correct
if it doesn't work out and i get kicked out then i'll at least have a tiny bit of peace knowing i did what I could
i worked my ass off trying to appeal the appeal. i got all the papers i hopefully need and all hopefully correct
if it doesn't work out and i get kicked out then i'll at least have a tiny bit of peace knowing i did what I could
so uhhh my appeal to repeat the college year did not get accepted...
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
September 16, 2025 at 7:18 PM
so uhhh my appeal to repeat the college year did not get accepted...
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
now what do i do?
first i suppose i'll go to sleep and ask around tomorrow...
i'd be a lot more panicked if i had the capacity to
lowk crashing out, been feeling fuckimg miserable the last while
August 6, 2025 at 10:48 AM
lowk crashing out, been feeling fuckimg miserable the last while
saw my reflection, day ruined...
why is my hair so fucking flat bro 😭🥀
why is my hair so fucking flat bro 😭🥀
July 16, 2025 at 10:36 AM
saw my reflection, day ruined...
why is my hair so fucking flat bro 😭🥀
why is my hair so fucking flat bro 😭🥀
holy fuck someone actually end me
June 27, 2025 at 9:25 AM
holy fuck someone actually end me
filled with WRATH and HATRED today
i want to yell so bad but im in public rn so i'll have to hold it in
i want to yell so bad but im in public rn so i'll have to hold it in
June 27, 2025 at 8:00 AM
filled with WRATH and HATRED today
i want to yell so bad but im in public rn so i'll have to hold it in
i want to yell so bad but im in public rn so i'll have to hold it in
"soon"™ lmao
wow it almost took a month but... i finally did it
wow it almost took a month but... i finally did it
June 26, 2025 at 3:41 PM
"soon"™ lmao
wow it almost took a month but... i finally did it
wow it almost took a month but... i finally did it
well hello its been a right while hasn't it.
i just wanna say to my altoomfs that i might be retiring this handle for this purpose soon.
i don't know when i'll change it but yeah lol
i just wanna say to my altoomfs that i might be retiring this handle for this purpose soon.
i don't know when i'll change it but yeah lol
June 2, 2025 at 8:18 AM
well hello its been a right while hasn't it.
i just wanna say to my altoomfs that i might be retiring this handle for this purpose soon.
i don't know when i'll change it but yeah lol
i just wanna say to my altoomfs that i might be retiring this handle for this purpose soon.
i don't know when i'll change it but yeah lol
dang mains pretty dead :/
March 7, 2025 at 10:55 PM
dang mains pretty dead :/
damn i really don't feel like doing ANYTHING today 😐
neither productive nor fun, hell i've had lunch on my table for the past like 4 hours and i don't even feel like eating that 😐
its like actually just void in there 😐
neither productive nor fun, hell i've had lunch on my table for the past like 4 hours and i don't even feel like eating that 😐
its like actually just void in there 😐
March 6, 2025 at 4:33 PM
damn i really don't feel like doing ANYTHING today 😐
neither productive nor fun, hell i've had lunch on my table for the past like 4 hours and i don't even feel like eating that 😐
its like actually just void in there 😐
neither productive nor fun, hell i've had lunch on my table for the past like 4 hours and i don't even feel like eating that 😐
its like actually just void in there 😐
hmm strange... im not quite sad or angry or... anything... most strange indeed
March 4, 2025 at 6:20 PM
hmm strange... im not quite sad or angry or... anything... most strange indeed
wiat.. qhere'd 🍪 go????
March 4, 2025 at 1:21 PM
wiat.. qhere'd 🍪 go????
oh? a headache AND acid reflux? this isn't just regular ass, this is ass²
March 3, 2025 at 2:43 AM
oh? a headache AND acid reflux? this isn't just regular ass, this is ass²
if i get falsely accused of something because the accuser either forgot about something they did or just jumped to a conclusion without knowing all if any relevant info I'm gonna have a fucking conniption
February 19, 2025 at 7:46 PM
if i get falsely accused of something because the accuser either forgot about something they did or just jumped to a conclusion without knowing all if any relevant info I'm gonna have a fucking conniption
both literally and figuratively. i'm heading off to bed
a dog laying on a bed with a blue blanket
ALT: a dog laying on a bed with a blue blanket
media.tenor.com
February 19, 2025 at 12:55 AM
both literally and figuratively. i'm heading off to bed
if being punished for a crime/misdeed i didn't commit was a sport i would have a gold fucking medal
February 17, 2025 at 7:46 PM
if being punished for a crime/misdeed i didn't commit was a sport i would have a gold fucking medal
char i think im vooked my ass cannor comprehene a single thing in the lectures 😭😭😭
im too silly fpr this my braon is too small 😭😭😭
im too silly fpr this my braon is too small 😭😭😭
February 17, 2025 at 10:20 AM
char i think im vooked my ass cannor comprehene a single thing in the lectures 😭😭😭
im too silly fpr this my braon is too small 😭😭😭
im too silly fpr this my braon is too small 😭😭😭
I forgot I had this acc ngl 💀 guess I haven't really had a need for it rn. Really glad tbh. Well its not like I post on main that much either lol
January 16, 2025 at 3:44 PM
I forgot I had this acc ngl 💀 guess I haven't really had a need for it rn. Really glad tbh. Well its not like I post on main that much either lol
Oh and the irony of saying "That's not aesthetically pleasing" and then giving me the most disgusting run down fucking bag imaginable and when I tell him that I want to buy an actual trash can he has the audacity to ask me "why? thats a waste" is not lost on me.
January 5, 2025 at 11:17 AM
Oh and the irony of saying "That's not aesthetically pleasing" and then giving me the most disgusting run down fucking bag imaginable and when I tell him that I want to buy an actual trash can he has the audacity to ask me "why? thats a waste" is not lost on me.
Oh my fucking god. Can the asshat stop trying to dictate how I should have my room cleaned and laid out???? "You have too much space here, put [piece of furniture] here." Like fuck off? Have you considered that I WANT to have space in my room? Oh wait, I told you and you chose to ignore me, hm. :/
January 5, 2025 at 11:14 AM
Oh my fucking god. Can the asshat stop trying to dictate how I should have my room cleaned and laid out???? "You have too much space here, put [piece of furniture] here." Like fuck off? Have you considered that I WANT to have space in my room? Oh wait, I told you and you chose to ignore me, hm. :/
Oh the wonderous feel of a cold metal blade. Just one push in the right place and I get to expereince all of life's agony at once, but after that? Nothing. Pure nothing.
January 4, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Oh the wonderous feel of a cold metal blade. Just one push in the right place and I get to expereince all of life's agony at once, but after that? Nothing. Pure nothing.
Oh the algo is really cooking me this night 💀
January 3, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Oh the algo is really cooking me this night 💀
Being alive is such a scam. You spend a majority of your energy just trying to stay alive and then people have the audacity to want more things from you. Like I already have my fucking hands full just trying to exist 😐
and in the end you get basically nothing out of it
and in the end you get basically nothing out of it
January 2, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Being alive is such a scam. You spend a majority of your energy just trying to stay alive and then people have the audacity to want more things from you. Like I already have my fucking hands full just trying to exist 😐
and in the end you get basically nothing out of it
and in the end you get basically nothing out of it
I know its 5AM and I have yet to sleep so I shouldn't trust myself but man do I wish I could cancel my subscription to living right about now.
January 2, 2025 at 4:18 AM
I know its 5AM and I have yet to sleep so I shouldn't trust myself but man do I wish I could cancel my subscription to living right about now.