Misery Afficionado
@shangrilola.bsky.social
She/Her/Hers. Bills Mafia. Sabres fan despite the suffering. Mom to a fiery redhead. Queer fiction collector. Captain of a mighty armada. Vacated the hellscape. Empathy now reserved for those who deserve it. 💙
Like, I KNOW I’m not gonna regret reading this book. But holy shit does it start slow.
January 27, 2026 at 6:01 PM
Like, I KNOW I’m not gonna regret reading this book. But holy shit does it start slow.
It was fun while it lasted, wasn’t it? Back to football Hell for me. It’s almost like I never left.
January 27, 2026 at 5:32 PM
It was fun while it lasted, wasn’t it? Back to football Hell for me. It’s almost like I never left.
When I tell you that I’ve had just about fucking enough with being quiet and polite…
January 26, 2026 at 8:09 PM
When I tell you that I’ve had just about fucking enough with being quiet and polite…
It’s literally like the last five years were a dream and I’m right back in the Hell that my life has been since I moved here over 20 fucking years ago.
January 25, 2026 at 11:08 PM
It’s literally like the last five years were a dream and I’m right back in the Hell that my life has been since I moved here over 20 fucking years ago.
…at least we have the Sabres?
January 24, 2026 at 8:45 PM
…at least we have the Sabres?
Why do I WATCH this every week 😭
January 23, 2026 at 1:55 AM
Why do I WATCH this every week 😭
I have misplaced my Kindle. So much missing smut.
January 22, 2026 at 5:52 PM
I have misplaced my Kindle. So much missing smut.
I hate sports and also this country. I only love my circle of people and my armada.
January 21, 2026 at 4:04 PM
I hate sports and also this country. I only love my circle of people and my armada.
I hate the teams I’m destined to love. It’s all so unfair.
January 21, 2026 at 3:55 PM
I hate the teams I’m destined to love. It’s all so unfair.
MY OTHER BABIES ARE BACK ❤️ If nobody else got me, I know my mighty armada got me.
January 19, 2026 at 5:19 AM
MY OTHER BABIES ARE BACK ❤️ If nobody else got me, I know my mighty armada got me.
Ask me how excited I am that the Covid fever dream is over and I’m back in football Groundhog Day.
January 19, 2026 at 12:25 AM
Ask me how excited I am that the Covid fever dream is over and I’m back in football Groundhog Day.
Whatever. Never too early to teach my child that life as a Buffalo fan is consistent suffering, and she’d be better off just adopting the home team since it looks like we’re going back to that fucking nightmare.
January 18, 2026 at 1:12 AM
Whatever. Never too early to teach my child that life as a Buffalo fan is consistent suffering, and she’d be better off just adopting the home team since it looks like we’re going back to that fucking nightmare.
The dumbass fuck am I watching?
January 16, 2026 at 1:59 AM
The dumbass fuck am I watching?
How did it take less than a month for this fandom to become toxic? I blame the Hellscape. The people left on that site are as unhinged as its overlord.
January 15, 2026 at 2:24 PM
How did it take less than a month for this fandom to become toxic? I blame the Hellscape. The people left on that site are as unhinged as its overlord.
Let the record show that I am now sick for the third consecutive time since December 10th. I’m just so exhausted. I’ve had like two days of reprieve in between these sinus infections.
January 12, 2026 at 5:41 PM
Let the record show that I am now sick for the third consecutive time since December 10th. I’m just so exhausted. I’ve had like two days of reprieve in between these sinus infections.
It’s midnight, and my child fights sleep like it owes her money. Please send help.
January 12, 2026 at 5:07 AM
It’s midnight, and my child fights sleep like it owes her money. Please send help.
I suffer. If we have to play these assholes at any point, I’m gonna set up a GoFundMe for alcohol.
January 12, 2026 at 3:42 AM
I suffer. If we have to play these assholes at any point, I’m gonna set up a GoFundMe for alcohol.
EVAN BUCKLEY YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING SLUT I ADORE YOU
January 9, 2026 at 1:33 AM
EVAN BUCKLEY YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING SLUT I ADORE YOU
GET THE FUCK OFF MY TV YOU SOCIOPATHIC BITCH ARE YOU SHITTING ME RIGHT NOW
January 9, 2026 at 1:23 AM
GET THE FUCK OFF MY TV YOU SOCIOPATHIC BITCH ARE YOU SHITTING ME RIGHT NOW
…just when I think I’m out, they YANK me back in.
January 9, 2026 at 1:09 AM
…just when I think I’m out, they YANK me back in.
Being an adult with free will sometimes means listening to audio erotica on a packed commuter train headed into the city.
January 7, 2026 at 1:03 PM
Being an adult with free will sometimes means listening to audio erotica on a packed commuter train headed into the city.
Dude. I’m still wildly pissed at you for bailing on us. I also don’t want you to live in my town. That doesn’t mean I want you to BLOW UP YOUR LIFE. JFC STOP DOING STUPID SHIT.
December 30, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Dude. I’m still wildly pissed at you for bailing on us. I also don’t want you to live in my town. That doesn’t mean I want you to BLOW UP YOUR LIFE. JFC STOP DOING STUPID SHIT.
I got into it way back when it was ‘slash’, and we got it delivered to our inboxes via AOL mailing lists (as the good Lord intended).
December 23, 2025 at 7:20 PM
I got into it way back when it was ‘slash’, and we got it delivered to our inboxes via AOL mailing lists (as the good Lord intended).
I’m actually kinda jealous of the people who are watching Heated Rivalry having not read the books. The big scenes in the last episode would’ve packed more punch if I wasn’t expecting them.
December 20, 2025 at 4:03 PM
I’m actually kinda jealous of the people who are watching Heated Rivalry having not read the books. The big scenes in the last episode would’ve packed more punch if I wasn’t expecting them.
I am a petty queen. I hope Diggs tosses and turns all night after that game.
December 15, 2025 at 4:16 AM
I am a petty queen. I hope Diggs tosses and turns all night after that game.