Worrying about masking every day (AND being aware of a double standard there)
Worrying about applying myself 100% all of the time because every slip gets scrutinised
Worrying about my appearance
Worrying about being the spokesperson in a predominanly white industry.

No thanks, I'm good.

Currently talking to government services to see if there's a way to actually build what I can do as a business, but I dunno man, this whole era of living is fucking difficult as hell.

And this is without touching that this aspect of autism is reported on through primarily a white lens. When you apply this to a non-white autistic person, the allowance and understanding for this behaviour goes completely out the window.

But let me not today.

Basically people have decided to avoid any form of self-improvement by using therapy-speak and thinking "Oh this is just who I am, it can't be helped"

Learning who you are as an individual - disability or not - means learning how you work so you can survive *this* existence, not some made up one.

It's also being used as a cover for often heinous behaviour, including harassment of others for not prescribing to a very specific set of virtues, for example.

Quite a lot of people aren't aware that this is what's happening, but there are a few who *do* know what they're doing, and it's not okay.

And of COURSE there's a FaZe clan member in this. Why wouldn't it be?

It's not that I have anything against FaZe, it's just that they're the Dubai chocolate Labubu of gaming. I've *never* seen a good FaZe Clan take on social media, honestly.

"Uwu and heart hands" is killing me 😭

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That would explain why my new one has piercings in it that I don't have yet 👀