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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 26d

Hello friends

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MickyXV @mickyxv.bsky.social · 1d

Wanted to do a little reference practice with a dress I found and used @shenpai.gay s Viro!

#art #digitalart #drawing #digitaldrawing #doodle #shenpaint

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 1d

Deep Dungeon has been beat 💪 took us 8 hours since we died 3 times but we managed to get it in the end, savage prog tomorrow (spoilering because uh.. final area spoilers? Yeah)

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 1d

jesus chRIST LOL

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Jun @hnjun.bsky.social · 1d

So…

#shenpaint #vulpixiefanart
@shenpai.gay @vulpixie.bsky.social

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

But here is the difference, you wanted it. I didn't. Thats the problem.

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

Thought about Voxer again, started smiling, then proceeded to rip up paper and throw his plush against a wall. Had a minor realization that I really am the worst to him

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Vulpixie 🦊⛩️ @vulpixie.bsky.social · 2d

V’ul never got to grow up with a loving family.

But in this moment, she can imagine that this is what ‘family’ is supposed to feel like.

She has found her place to belong 💜

#shenpaint #vulpixiefanart

Artist Comm: @hnjun.bsky.social

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

you right you right...

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

holy shit kjhfewjkfhg

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

LMFAO

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

hahahahah yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................. hey can you please not diagnose me live on bsk- /jk

But yep, that's exactly it

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

that, holy shit, so many people see the backseat tag, proceed to backseat, get called out and then go, unironically "I didn't backseat, I just gave tips!" and then follow it up with playing victim

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

unfortunately suffering the same thing as there, I keep dropping games because I am just not having fun streaming them right now. I think I may just be in a funk right now

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I mean usually I would! I have been doing this for 10 years, backseating and stuff has always been around but recently people have just been kinda.. cruel? I don't know how to explain it. I have just seen more people just kinda not have any compassion whatsoever

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

yeah honestly for me its people calling my gameplay 'painful to watch' that just, man. I also feel like I'd enjoy Skong much more if I just played it for myself, but I have the thing that I don't really play games off stream

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

no honestly they can shut up lol, especially awareness??? Like hello??? I know they're a friend but I think the reaction was warranted.

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I think the game is great too, but holy shit is the streaming side the most miserable part of it. Just sad... but also grats on sticking through, maybe I'll join you soon!!

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

that was fucking wild tbh, I played the expansion on release with the same knowledge of nothing. The vods are uploaded, someone didnt like dawntrail and saw me having fun and commented "of course you would fake glaze this garbage expansion" and I wanted to hit them with my car

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I think the thing is that other people are able to drown out the comments more, but like, I love to interact with my chat, that's why I stream mostly, but its constant misery when it comes to games that have skill expression. It seeps so much fun out of me

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I also don't get it, they're so frustrated and seem to hate watching me play, so why are they still here. I am sorry I'm bad at the game, you being mad will not change this fact.

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I'm gonna be real, I've lost so much fun recently streaming games because me being bad at games is always heavily scrutinized, always. "This is so painful" "Why is she making it harder for herself" "You're complaining about your own mistakes", I'm falling out of love with streaming bc of this

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 2d

I've yet to want to pick Silksong back up. I just know it's gonna be even worse now with how horrible people have been after I had the audacity to like, take a break for a singular day. The youtube vod comments are also so backhanded I don't really want to continue

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 3d

comm for @galeroar.bsky.social 🥺

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 3d

Another one done, Zayah and Voxer absolutely killing each other. It's yuri on yaoi violence yall

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Shenpai @shenpai.gay · 3d

Finished up two more commissions, two head drawings uvu

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