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Got word from an inside source that it is getting harder and harder for my situationship to rationalize not calling me his girlfriend . Then date me coward
January 11, 2026 at 6:30 AM
Got word from an inside source that it is getting harder and harder for my situationship to rationalize not calling me his girlfriend . Then date me coward
Thinking about how my situationship (loves me) said of course it wouldn’t be ideal but how it wouldn’t be the worst thing if I ended up accidentally pregnant with his baby Bitch no I will kill the three of us damn the fuck
January 10, 2026 at 2:53 AM
Thinking about how my situationship (loves me) said of course it wouldn’t be ideal but how it wouldn’t be the worst thing if I ended up accidentally pregnant with his baby Bitch no I will kill the three of us damn the fuck
Situationship barely talked to me while we were both away for Xmas but got me a souvenir from Arizona ? Are boys ok . He got me a cactus. Lol
December 29, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Situationship barely talked to me while we were both away for Xmas but got me a souvenir from Arizona ? Are boys ok . He got me a cactus. Lol
I miss my Maryland cutie he was so good to me for the month of September in 2024
December 16, 2025 at 10:56 PM
I miss my Maryland cutie he was so good to me for the month of September in 2024
Well that’s upsetting and rude
December 12, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Well that’s upsetting and rude
Where are your fucking manners dawg
December 8, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Where are your fucking manners dawg
Everyone in this bar is part of a couple. I’m going to blank myself
December 7, 2025 at 10:05 PM
Everyone in this bar is part of a couple. I’m going to blank myself
And every other day I feel the opposite way about it. Today- crying, can’t fathom the idea of never seeing him again, the fact that we will never be. But tomorrow I’d likely accept an invitation to hang out and pretend like this is all normal and fine. It’s literally so embarrassing
December 7, 2025 at 7:40 PM
And every other day I feel the opposite way about it. Today- crying, can’t fathom the idea of never seeing him again, the fact that we will never be. But tomorrow I’d likely accept an invitation to hang out and pretend like this is all normal and fine. It’s literally so embarrassing
I am actively rooting against myself in the game of love, it’s so embarrassing and pathetic honestly. I don’t even have a defense against it anymore. I’m openly admitting to everyone that I’m a fucking loser who can’t get over some dude who has no business having any access to me whatsoever
December 7, 2025 at 7:34 PM
I am actively rooting against myself in the game of love, it’s so embarrassing and pathetic honestly. I don’t even have a defense against it anymore. I’m openly admitting to everyone that I’m a fucking loser who can’t get over some dude who has no business having any access to me whatsoever
Literally why even text me bro
December 2, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Literally why even text me bro
Just smoked some weed and remembered that nothing matters
December 1, 2025 at 4:04 AM
Just smoked some weed and remembered that nothing matters
I’m probably never going to get married or find true love ever again that’s actually so sad
December 1, 2025 at 12:49 AM
I’m probably never going to get married or find true love ever again that’s actually so sad
Can everyone fucking stop asking me useless questions and leave me alone seriously
December 1, 2025 at 12:07 AM
Can everyone fucking stop asking me useless questions and leave me alone seriously
Then leave me alone idk
November 30, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Then leave me alone idk
Why am I kind of panic attacking right now
November 30, 2025 at 7:51 AM
Why am I kind of panic attacking right now
Nothing happened and I’m crying again
November 30, 2025 at 7:32 AM
Nothing happened and I’m crying again
This guy still maintains that he doesn’t want to date me
November 28, 2025 at 7:47 AM
This guy still maintains that he doesn’t want to date me
This is what I get for getting lightly drunk on a Thursday. Fuck this
November 21, 2025 at 4:33 AM
This is what I get for getting lightly drunk on a Thursday. Fuck this
I feel so fucking stupid I can’t even defend this anymore
November 21, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I feel so fucking stupid I can’t even defend this anymore
I don’t even know what to do anymore. This is dumb and exhausting
November 21, 2025 at 4:06 AM
I don’t even know what to do anymore. This is dumb and exhausting
It just gets to a point
November 13, 2025 at 11:47 PM
It just gets to a point