my day also started sucking once I spilled my bubble tea on the ground and had to scrub until it wasn't sticky anymore... just wasting time istg

once i'm done I do plan in making a big pdf with everything, perhaps then i'll read everything and cut some stuff off? Or split it? I'm not entirely sure... sure the side stories will definitely be something I'll cut from the project since they're just for fun, even so...

change my mind about being it so good lmao

ok i cannot even see any more words, its almost 1am and I work tomorrow, i'll post tomorrow, so now i'll go to bed

i'll see if i'll post today, it'll all depend how long i take with checking it for mistakes

but i do think Nikki is the type that needs to hear things said clearly or he'll just start assuming everything, he's mostly on point but still

lyor is such a romantic istg my husband when (tbh i don't fuck much with irl romance but still hahahah, i find it too cringe lmao)

fingers crossed i get pregnant soon so i can take care of a small human myself, i had my brother and cousins to take care but they aren't enough because i srsly love children and really want to have a child to raise and take care myself with lots of love, anyway i left on a tangent lmao

my biggest fear isn't killing off main characters, but making them have too many kids and people hate it, like ik some people hate children but i absolutely ADORE children so writing them is actually something I enjoy, ofc not gonna make the whole focus but still

well, i have at least a full year until i get to that so its ok, i'll just leave that for future me to suffer

i just hope i do their deaths justice because i am killing off one of my favorite characters, just thinking about them dying hurts my heart istg

just saying that there are 10 planned deaths for now, the number might go up but it won't go down
i mean like, they're fighting a damn god, if they were all like 'power of friendship' it wouldn't make any sense, ofc some of them might die, be it in the fight itself or before it

mostly nikki bcz dude is like 'i can't guarantee my own life how the hell will i keep a baby safe?'
also decided all the endgames and must say, some are literally 'till death do us part hahaahhaha / i'm sleep deprived

also decided everyone who's going to marry, have kids, etc, since the next installment will be covering 5 full years
kinda reckless of them to have kids before a god comes to kill them all, but ig parents are always selfish /hjk
just nikki and lyor that don't wanna have kids in a world doomed lmao