Roach
@shuddershades.bsky.social
my name is roach. it/he. i yammer a lot. adult, white, TME, able-bodied, usamerican.
i think the fact that social interactions make me have to pace around the house yelling basically so i don't hear the other thoughts in my brain is basically normal and fine. that's probably what everybody does. ok actually seeing it typed out that does seem pretty normal
January 15, 2026 at 10:01 PM
i think the fact that social interactions make me have to pace around the house yelling basically so i don't hear the other thoughts in my brain is basically normal and fine. that's probably what everybody does. ok actually seeing it typed out that does seem pretty normal
cons: not the best way to start a relationship
pros: initiated contact w/ the neighbors 😎 maybe i can bring them cookies or smth l8r 🤔
pros: initiated contact w/ the neighbors 😎 maybe i can bring them cookies or smth l8r 🤔
January 15, 2026 at 9:52 PM
cons: not the best way to start a relationship
pros: initiated contact w/ the neighbors 😎 maybe i can bring them cookies or smth l8r 🤔
pros: initiated contact w/ the neighbors 😎 maybe i can bring them cookies or smth l8r 🤔
when you have incredibly embarrassing experiences the only option you have left is to queen out
sparkle on it 's wednesday do n't forget to be yourself !
ALT: sparkle on it 's wednesday do n't forget to be yourself !
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January 15, 2026 at 9:50 PM
when you have incredibly embarrassing experiences the only option you have left is to queen out
my ass is getting put thru brain boot camp except it's like if you woke up at boot camp like 2 weeks after being a boot camp and you didn't drink any food or water the entire time
January 15, 2026 at 7:08 PM
my ass is getting put thru brain boot camp except it's like if you woke up at boot camp like 2 weeks after being a boot camp and you didn't drink any food or water the entire time
if i am truly being forcesysted it's a pretty hysterical move bc it's pretty obvious i'm just getting worse and worse at being a partner ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
January 15, 2026 at 7:22 AM
if i am truly being forcesysted it's a pretty hysterical move bc it's pretty obvious i'm just getting worse and worse at being a partner ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
bros i'm gonna be honest i think like one of my biggest problems is that i'm just completely worthless so i wind up doing fucking everything people tell me to. i hate myself so much man
January 15, 2026 at 12:19 AM
bros i'm gonna be honest i think like one of my biggest problems is that i'm just completely worthless so i wind up doing fucking everything people tell me to. i hate myself so much man
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please let us have this one
January 14, 2026 at 11:37 PM
please let us have this one
i have to call my bank and my psychiatrist and talk to my friend but here's the thing guys: i am so exhausted :( my body hurts and it's so hard to move. i'm so ashamed of staying in bed all day but fuck me man my legs my back my esophagus everything -_-
January 14, 2026 at 8:12 PM
i have to call my bank and my psychiatrist and talk to my friend but here's the thing guys: i am so exhausted :( my body hurts and it's so hard to move. i'm so ashamed of staying in bed all day but fuck me man my legs my back my esophagus everything -_-
ever since i was a little girl i knew i was horrible and everyone was wrong for loving me. then some really funny shit happened and i was proven right by my own actions
January 14, 2026 at 7:12 AM
ever since i was a little girl i knew i was horrible and everyone was wrong for loving me. then some really funny shit happened and i was proven right by my own actions
guys i think it's forever
January 13, 2026 at 9:09 AM
guys i think it's forever
i wake up -> i see the patterns -> i pull away emotionally and mentally because i'm a piece of shit who refuses to talk about it -> i go to bed -> the fog
January 12, 2026 at 9:48 PM
i wake up -> i see the patterns -> i pull away emotionally and mentally because i'm a piece of shit who refuses to talk about it -> i go to bed -> the fog
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this is my account where i just sit around and feel sorry for myself but it's also the account where i actually think about any of my life at all. i like actively try not to think about the details a lot of the time they're just a weird miserable haze so at least there's context now??? whateverrrrr
January 12, 2026 at 7:15 AM
this is my account where i just sit around and feel sorry for myself but it's also the account where i actually think about any of my life at all. i like actively try not to think about the details a lot of the time they're just a weird miserable haze so at least there's context now??? whateverrrrr
it's so funny i was able to get away with drinking in high school (especially) to the point that i almost died on the shitter after drinking a bunch of mouthwash and literally nobody noticed. i was on the soccer field that day praying to god i would just die lmfao
January 12, 2026 at 7:14 AM
it's so funny i was able to get away with drinking in high school (especially) to the point that i almost died on the shitter after drinking a bunch of mouthwash and literally nobody noticed. i was on the soccer field that day praying to god i would just die lmfao
i fucking hate what my only fucking friends are doing to me so much but what the fuck ever anyway
January 12, 2026 at 6:35 AM
i fucking hate what my only fucking friends are doing to me so much but what the fuck ever anyway
alright mother fuckers let's lock the hell back in
January 12, 2026 at 3:09 AM
alright mother fuckers let's lock the hell back in
living in the beginning of what could arguably be called the digital dark age is really good for your sense of reality and like ability to trust your own judgement and like knowledge that you're not hallucinating or being paranoid for no reason
January 11, 2026 at 9:10 PM
living in the beginning of what could arguably be called the digital dark age is really good for your sense of reality and like ability to trust your own judgement and like knowledge that you're not hallucinating or being paranoid for no reason
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June 9, 2025 at 1:17 AM
i really really am very excited to lose weight. they do not lie bros nothing parallels that feeling
January 11, 2026 at 9:57 AM
i really really am very excited to lose weight. they do not lie bros nothing parallels that feeling
being in your 20s is just kinda watching you and your friendgroup graduate from child suffering to adult suffering
January 11, 2026 at 8:54 AM
being in your 20s is just kinda watching you and your friendgroup graduate from child suffering to adult suffering
bro i've been using my best friend for ages 😟 i wish i could be there for him in the way he is for me
January 11, 2026 at 8:53 AM
bro i've been using my best friend for ages 😟 i wish i could be there for him in the way he is for me
maybe tomorrow for dinner i will do a pasta. i did not make myself a chicken sandwich today like i said i would but that's bc i hate cooking for only myself. i'd love to do pasta al assassina but i need different peppers for that, jalapenos taste all wrong for that specific dish
January 11, 2026 at 8:47 AM
maybe tomorrow for dinner i will do a pasta. i did not make myself a chicken sandwich today like i said i would but that's bc i hate cooking for only myself. i'd love to do pasta al assassina but i need different peppers for that, jalapenos taste all wrong for that specific dish
mayhaps i have guessed the twist of omori
a yellow background with a black chad logo on it
Alt: a DVD menu that bounces around the screen, except instead of saying "DVD," it says "CHAD." every time the logo touches a wall, the screen changes color
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January 11, 2026 at 8:32 AM
mayhaps i have guessed the twist of omori
crazy that omori's follow-ups don't involve other people at all whereas everyone else's does
January 11, 2026 at 8:25 AM
crazy that omori's follow-ups don't involve other people at all whereas everyone else's does
did you know if you just feel really sad about it and beat yourself up a lot it makes it like fine that you're like this. like here's the cheat code: just hate yourself enough that it starts to work
January 11, 2026 at 8:21 AM
did you know if you just feel really sad about it and beat yourself up a lot it makes it like fine that you're like this. like here's the cheat code: just hate yourself enough that it starts to work