update: i lost the fight :(

to work out but all of my drawing time is being spent on schoolwork and i cant get out of this mindset that if i draw personal things during my freetime im wasting time bc i could be drawing stuff for school... part of why all the stuff ive posted lately has been wips... im going insane i think

id love to just work with a friend so i dont have to but the person i usually do that with wants me dead and wont play ffxiv (joking but she doesnt play much and is stuck in HW still) so i cant rlly do that with her when the characters i want to talk abt are xiv ocs... i have a ton of stuff i want

if you feel comfortable i say go for it ! also i understand u drawing myself feels so strange...

i cant get it out of my brain dude... its so good....

the only things I've liked lately have been side profiles... this does not bode well

I LOVE THE PS2 ITS THE GREATEST CONSOLE EVER MADE EVERYONE PLAY PS2 GAMES RIGHT NOW SPECIFICALLY MONSTER RANCHER 4 NOT BECAUSE ITS THE BEST MONSTER RANCHER (IT ISNT) BUT BC ITS MY FAVORITE

"do you know why older brothers are born first" DONT FINISH THAT STATEMENT BRO I WILL START CRYING RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWW