i've gotta thug it out. it's fucking killing me but i've gotta thug it out

and i miss the intimacy. why do i degrade myself

i desperately. i desperately need what only he was able to offer me. even if it was only pain i am so alone

You don't have to admit to wanting to ruin my life. Fucking hell man I hope you never get smart enough to fully manipulate someone

I'm glad he's not better at manipulation like??? Fuck

No you're ABUSIVE you are emotionally torturing me

i feel guilty. :(

he can't do anything to hurt me if i just don't reply. i'm seeing my coach tomorrow. i have a sister waiting for me if she'll still have me

I think he thinks he's my dad /srs