Out for my work Christmas do. Usually I can cope on a loud room with music blurring, but I'm really struggling. I just wanna curl up in a ball and have the music to stop. I can't hear myself think or anyone around me speak. I don't like this.

Back to work after a week of sick. During my return to work meeting, boss had a chat about my progress and expectations, which I thought I was doing well at. But she isn't happy and wants me to be more "proactive" and has given me 5 months to change things or I'll be moved back to the ward

I'm so in my head at work. I just don't want to be here next week. I feel like the judging is getting worse but I don't see anyone watching me. I keep making silly mistakes and because of this I'm being slow to try and minimise these silly mistakes which isn't working I just want to curl up hide.

Having a really low mood/confidence week at work. I don't feel like I'm progressing as fast as other people who started at the same time as me and I keep making silly mistakes. I feel like everyone is watching and judging me and comparing to the other new girl. I just want to cry everyday at work.

I've got a really big itch to move back home. Been thinking about it for a while, but my husband doesn't want move to my home town. Plus I've got a great job and we just bought our first home. Maybe one day we will move over. I would love that.

Been offered a position at work, that I didn't think I was going to be offered till next year due to training. However having a issue with a colleague, so now I don't know if the offer is a sign of how good of a worker I am, or just to stop any issues

Did not sleep well at all. My mind kept racing all night. Couldn't get to sleep till 2am and woke up every hour. Today is going to be a long one.

Today started as a good day. This evening I rejected a dinner ideal then when I brought it up again, it was rejected. I took the rejection hard for some reason and been upset all evening. Then picking flights with my husband and crying about it. Why am I like this

Had a latter yesterday from the local CMHT saying I've been added to there ADHD assessment waiting list. It's about 10 months long, which isn't as bad as I thought. I'm just worried that the panel of people will be the same as the ones who deny my husband help many

Going away this weekend without my husband. A bit anxious about leaving him, as last time I went away without him, he ended up in hospital due to his MH. I know he is a lot better now, but it's the first time in nearly 2 years I've left him alone since his MH decline.

I'm exhausted, I haven't felt like this in such a long time. Yet I've got guests over this weekend, and I'm away for the next 3 weekends. When do I get to have a duvet day without my husband asking me to do something

For a while I've thought about if I might have ADHD or something, not because of the tends on social media or anything. It's been dismissed by family and partner in the past, but recently my husband has mentioned

Trying to be productive today, sort out the house. But all I want to do is curl up into a ball and let whatever illness is trying to make me sick just take over. Hate feeling ill but not ill enough to do nothing.

Hey all! Thought I would come over and see what this app is all about