DONT SPEAK fuck

physical distance is bad enough but when you get close and then they feel withdrawn? That's not amore.

I'm so good at making excuses for other people and I didn't even have to I just had to TALK!

and now they wanna share and it's sweet and fuck I'm a sucker for tender affection

I've been reading and rereading this for the last 5 minutes 🫣 "evocative" feels inadequate

the struggle of yearning to be known but afraid of being seen

how dare u make me feel something with words? Kinda fucked up if u think about it (the words are raw and beautiful)

Or like

ever

except when I wanna feel shit about something ig

meanwhile all my online profiles still have old pics of me with a full beard because idk I guess I feel I don't owe the internet anything and I don't consider my physical body when I post

wait now I'm gonna cry

I wanna say don't do this to yourself but also yeah sometimes you just need to put on a song you know will hit you like a truck

kicking my feet n giggling

u r so hot dude

I love women but the way that women love women but shaving beard is so much workkkkk

blah blah blah non binary people don't owe u androgyny (or literally anything leave us alone) but I'm so hyper aware of looking like a straight man in queer spaces even tho my skin is soft and my itty bitty titties are so so sore