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hori 🦋
@sidkahori.bsky.social
my soon (hopefully 🙏) to be priv
im getting too comfortable here
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> if i don't know u, i block without hesitation
> i'll use this acc for vents, might mention sh (hopefully i stay clean)
> i'll spam shitpost about my personal life or deeper thoughts about it
> dni if i didn't give us this acc, dni with my altoomfs that also prefer boundries on their alts
im actually so mad at myself idk what to do i dont want my dad to be sad
August 23, 2025 at 4:48 PM
im actually sick
August 23, 2025 at 2:21 PM
everything i touxh i fuckong destory
August 23, 2025 at 2:12 PM
i am such an idiot i will actually cry
August 23, 2025 at 2:11 PM
IVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 7 MONTHS ALREADY??? I THOUGHT ITS SOMETHING RECENT
i have little ticks where im really lightly nodding my head and bc of how frequent im doing that sometimes, my head hurts 😭
August 22, 2025 at 10:20 AM
recently ive hung out with my bsf and the topic somehow got to a time when we were in a group and we went out without her, we actually spoke about that a quite few times already, i didnt know back then that no one invited her bc i only heard that she was sick so she couldn't go. I took this
August 22, 2025 at 10:07 AM
i am so scared for my bsf's health its no joke
August 19, 2025 at 3:53 PM
crashing out fr
May 6, 2025 at 12:42 PM
kurwa mam tak zszargane nerwy, że prawie dostałam ataku paniki PROWADZĄC jebany samochód
May 6, 2025 at 12:41 PM
mom already yelled at me at 8 am
time to crash into a wall!!!
May 6, 2025 at 6:14 AM
im so mentally exhausted
it hurts i cant speak to anyone about it omfg
May 2, 2025 at 5:30 PM
there was already sth going wrong with my mental health and now its lower than its ever been for the past year
i thought im doing so good
May 2, 2025 at 10:28 AM
i rhink today i had the wildest panic attack i ever had
May 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM
im just so upset
i feel like crying
April 13, 2025 at 4:00 PM
im feeling so poorly mentally, maybe i should really just sleep through it all
March 19, 2025 at 11:42 PM
how doest that work? my dad understands when im avoiding touch, i dont like being touched even if its affectionate, he sometimes gets hurt but i think he gets me

yet my mom, who doesnt hug me, i dont know when was the last time she told me she loves me, when she wants to hurt me, i cant even say no
March 18, 2025 at 7:54 PM
my mom should write a book about how to ruin my day 101
March 18, 2025 at 7:50 PM
why saying "no" and fighting to not get touched when i dont want it is suddenly disrespectful
March 18, 2025 at 7:48 PM
my mother is seriously a nutjob

she "saw" something in my earlobe piercing she wanted to "look at" (squeeze, it hurts like hell)

so obviously i told her no,
i told her no three times, i slapped her hand out of the way (she was reaching to my ear) three times

after third time she started yelling
March 18, 2025 at 7:47 PM
me bc tl on main isnt full of fav oomfs anymore
a cartoon drawing of a girl with a flower in her hair
ALT: a cartoon drawing of a girl with a flower in her hair
media.tenor.com
March 16, 2025 at 10:06 PM
i ate so much garlic butter yesterday i think my intestines are dying
March 15, 2025 at 11:02 AM
yk atp i cant tell if i think of myself as bi or lesbian

i dont know if i think of men as attractive just bc i can recognize if someones attractive or not or if im really attracted to them
bc ive only ever been attracted do women, i wanted to kiss women, but that might also be bc of lack of men ugh
March 15, 2025 at 11:00 AM
i feel embarassed and i dont even know what i did to feel that way
March 13, 2025 at 9:25 PM
i just thought of the time i got ROBBED on one of contests i was taking part in in 7th grade (i got even more robbed in 8th grade but that time it was covids fault)
March 12, 2025 at 9:03 PM
i love hunter wants to live quietly sm
March 12, 2025 at 7:45 PM