silas
@silas.yuck.ing
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do not interact if you do not know me
i left the vape at home today and also. i’m quitting once she runs out (so within the next few days). wish me luck
January 7, 2026 at 3:28 PM
i left the vape at home today and also. i’m quitting once she runs out (so within the next few days). wish me luck
i might have to eat a rock
January 7, 2026 at 5:53 AM
i might have to eat a rock
searows release it now i can’t wait until midnight please i need to feel real pain
January 6, 2026 at 11:46 PM
searows release it now i can’t wait until midnight please i need to feel real pain
tfw i get home and DON’T smoke immediately so instead of numbing my emotions i get to feel them and cry in the living room
January 6, 2026 at 11:43 PM
tfw i get home and DON’T smoke immediately so instead of numbing my emotions i get to feel them and cry in the living room
my ex roommate (slash brother’s ex gf) just followed me on her private insta and why did i just scroll through it crying so hard i love her so much she is one of the kindest most beautiful souls i have ever met and i miss her and i am so angry
January 6, 2026 at 11:42 PM
my ex roommate (slash brother’s ex gf) just followed me on her private insta and why did i just scroll through it crying so hard i love her so much she is one of the kindest most beautiful souls i have ever met and i miss her and i am so angry
trying really hard to disintegrate the sticky layer of shame that floats around me and keeps me isolated
January 6, 2026 at 5:26 PM
trying really hard to disintegrate the sticky layer of shame that floats around me and keeps me isolated
i’m gonna go get lunch like a good frog. yesterday was an L in the eating department and i can do better
January 6, 2026 at 5:23 PM
i’m gonna go get lunch like a good frog. yesterday was an L in the eating department and i can do better
made plans to update resumes and begin the job hunt thursday with my bestie coworker :D please universe don’t make this too hard i need to leave asap
January 6, 2026 at 4:21 PM
made plans to update resumes and begin the job hunt thursday with my bestie coworker :D please universe don’t make this too hard i need to leave asap
fantasizing about maybe unrealistic maybe possible ways that my life could go ‘•’
realizing there are things that i can do and they’ll never happen unless i . do them . it’s time to do the hard things and do them for myself
realizing there are things that i can do and they’ll never happen unless i . do them . it’s time to do the hard things and do them for myself
January 5, 2026 at 5:13 AM
fantasizing about maybe unrealistic maybe possible ways that my life could go ‘•’
realizing there are things that i can do and they’ll never happen unless i . do them . it’s time to do the hard things and do them for myself
realizing there are things that i can do and they’ll never happen unless i . do them . it’s time to do the hard things and do them for myself
day 1 no roommate I MISS HER WHY is life so cruel
January 4, 2026 at 1:55 PM
day 1 no roommate I MISS HER WHY is life so cruel
the current events of my home life along with the new year have brought a lot of remembering and reflecting and it’s bringing a lot of grief to the surface
January 2, 2026 at 8:00 PM
the current events of my home life along with the new year have brought a lot of remembering and reflecting and it’s bringing a lot of grief to the surface
why must work when i want text noomf
December 31, 2025 at 2:05 PM
why must work when i want text noomf
i decided i need to be killed can someone do it
i either need a hug or to be killed
December 30, 2025 at 7:47 PM
i decided i need to be killed can someone do it
i either need a hug or to be killed
December 30, 2025 at 2:04 PM
i either need a hug or to be killed
today is going to chew me up and spit me out i am so sad
December 30, 2025 at 12:52 PM
today is going to chew me up and spit me out i am so sad
maybe i can’t stop thinking about you what then
December 30, 2025 at 4:20 AM
maybe i can’t stop thinking about you what then
first i will go cali sober then i will quit the vape and eventually i will stop smoking too
(some of my) goals for 2026
(some of my) goals for 2026
December 29, 2025 at 12:09 AM
first i will go cali sober then i will quit the vape and eventually i will stop smoking too
(some of my) goals for 2026
(some of my) goals for 2026
sometimes i get an off vibe from people and then i realize it’s because i can sense that they’re masking so something feels slightly ingenuine
once i realize what it is i can reroute the way i process it so it’s not a negative feeling but it’s silly and i wonder if other people experience this too
once i realize what it is i can reroute the way i process it so it’s not a negative feeling but it’s silly and i wonder if other people experience this too
December 29, 2025 at 12:07 AM
sometimes i get an off vibe from people and then i realize it’s because i can sense that they’re masking so something feels slightly ingenuine
once i realize what it is i can reroute the way i process it so it’s not a negative feeling but it’s silly and i wonder if other people experience this too
once i realize what it is i can reroute the way i process it so it’s not a negative feeling but it’s silly and i wonder if other people experience this too