I adore this comfyyyy bwaaa

I mostly talk from my feelings, friendships and relationships are very important to me. And i don't mean to sound cheesy about it but i get a good vibe talking with you.

I understand that, and apologies, I'm not trying to press you about how you should feel or anything, I'm mostly speaking my mind about my perspective and what i infer about you from your mannerisms.

I know it's a lot of confusion and messy human interactions.
But wanting to know people's feelings is kindness, because you want to know the right things to say, and you don't want to unintentionally hurt them.
People are always gonna be unpredictable, and no-one's to blame. But it's a leap of faith

We hold unspoken agreements that what we DO say about our thoughts and feelings, actually reflect our genuine ambitions, morality, and intent when it comes to that friendship.

Those guys who don't call you friend, simply didn't respect that enough, or somehow believe that YOU don't respect it.

You're not required to know every feeling about the people in your life, I'm sure even you don't reveal absolutely all your feelings with a lot of people.
But that's besides the point, I think we determine our friends by how much trust we allow each other.

It's just my personal perspective, friendship is different to everyone n' all
But there's so many people i care about that i want to give myself to, it's hard to do that for everyone and i feel bad about it
I'm sure there are a lot of quiet people who feel the same, and I'm sure you're a good friend

But if some people tell you you're not friends after sharing countless personal and private interactions, then it's likely they simply didn't experience those moments in the ways that were meaningful to you

It sucks too because with them admitting it, they're still not understanding your feelings

A friend is someone who wants to do right by you
Sometimes that can look like people who just exist nearby you
Sometimes that can look like people who regularly engage with you almost 24/7

No one has to do everything all the time, and sometimes we struggle to do anything (my Adhd TwT)

Awe nuts, i missed it, next time tho.
Am eeping now, hope stream is going lovely nwn

i can see it