Rebecca Retrograde
@sirloinsupreme.bsky.social
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she/her
for when main is just too mainstream y'know
8/28/24
she/her
for when main is just too mainstream y'know
8/28/24
i think all of the romance anime i was watching finally caught up to my emotions so now im really feeling...feelings...again
December 16, 2025 at 11:00 PM
i think all of the romance anime i was watching finally caught up to my emotions so now im really feeling...feelings...again
im pretty confident that im basically 90% toxic personality traits and the other 10% is a deep desire to be so still i become one with my environment and disappear
December 3, 2025 at 5:36 AM
im pretty confident that im basically 90% toxic personality traits and the other 10% is a deep desire to be so still i become one with my environment and disappear
yknow i used to want to be someone
but at some point i stopped and i think instead i decided i wanted to be nothing at all
and thats been eating at my soul for like ten years ig idk
but at some point i stopped and i think instead i decided i wanted to be nothing at all
and thats been eating at my soul for like ten years ig idk
October 19, 2025 at 8:10 AM
yknow i used to want to be someone
but at some point i stopped and i think instead i decided i wanted to be nothing at all
and thats been eating at my soul for like ten years ig idk
but at some point i stopped and i think instead i decided i wanted to be nothing at all
and thats been eating at my soul for like ten years ig idk
it's honestly the way that i see everything in it's worst light all the time that gets to me the most
like why do i perpetually think about all of my emotional baggage all of the time ??????
like why do i perpetually think about all of my emotional baggage all of the time ??????
October 16, 2025 at 11:13 PM
it's honestly the way that i see everything in it's worst light all the time that gets to me the most
like why do i perpetually think about all of my emotional baggage all of the time ??????
like why do i perpetually think about all of my emotional baggage all of the time ??????
smth about like mentally ostracizing myself from my own friend groups just cause i can tell im part of the out groups is probably Unhealthy, but whatever, i'll just find another group where i can actually be in the in group again
October 15, 2025 at 3:22 AM
smth about like mentally ostracizing myself from my own friend groups just cause i can tell im part of the out groups is probably Unhealthy, but whatever, i'll just find another group where i can actually be in the in group again
sometimes i wonder how toxic my tendency to isolate when in pain truly is
ofc most of my pain rn stems from feeling like i can't make close friendships anyway so ofc i don't see anyone in my life as close enough to talk to
ofc most of my pain rn stems from feeling like i can't make close friendships anyway so ofc i don't see anyone in my life as close enough to talk to
October 4, 2025 at 7:10 PM
sometimes i wonder how toxic my tendency to isolate when in pain truly is
ofc most of my pain rn stems from feeling like i can't make close friendships anyway so ofc i don't see anyone in my life as close enough to talk to
ofc most of my pain rn stems from feeling like i can't make close friendships anyway so ofc i don't see anyone in my life as close enough to talk to
hard to be truly close to someone when you think your existence is a net negative to any given event ig
September 17, 2025 at 7:40 AM
hard to be truly close to someone when you think your existence is a net negative to any given event ig
maybe one day the truth will feel real again
September 16, 2025 at 5:28 AM
maybe one day the truth will feel real again
kind of impressive what even barely A cup breasts has done for the scraps of my mental health tbh
August 6, 2025 at 1:03 AM
kind of impressive what even barely A cup breasts has done for the scraps of my mental health tbh
couldn't be me, crashing out over a fucking discord alt account in the friend server i feel distinctly pressured to not leave or else i would just be fully banned
July 22, 2025 at 8:57 PM
couldn't be me, crashing out over a fucking discord alt account in the friend server i feel distinctly pressured to not leave or else i would just be fully banned
i just wish i felt like i was loveable or whatever, im just, so out of it all nowadays, and like, i feel like no one know me, and i don't let people know me, but i just, ugh
April 15, 2025 at 7:34 PM
i just wish i felt like i was loveable or whatever, im just, so out of it all nowadays, and like, i feel like no one know me, and i don't let people know me, but i just, ugh
i love having a small emotional bandwidth, definitely better than having no emotions at all
definitely ...
definitely ...
March 4, 2025 at 9:56 AM
i love having a small emotional bandwidth, definitely better than having no emotions at all
definitely ...
definitely ...
suddenly one of those days tbh
March 3, 2025 at 12:50 AM
suddenly one of those days tbh
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE
WHY DO THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE 😭😭😭
WHY DO THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE 😭😭😭
February 12, 2025 at 7:17 AM
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE
WHY DO THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE 😭😭😭
WHY DO THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE 😭😭😭
i really need to force myself to stay off the current events and internet stuff for a day or two but im just so damn curious
fucks me up so much
fucks me up so much
February 4, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i really need to force myself to stay off the current events and internet stuff for a day or two but im just so damn curious
fucks me up so much
fucks me up so much
ugh, im honestly such a bad friend, why cant i just...respond to my dms, ever
February 3, 2025 at 7:57 AM
ugh, im honestly such a bad friend, why cant i just...respond to my dms, ever
theres too much in my life already sister
the government cant do this
i cant fucking handle it
the government cant do this
i cant fucking handle it
January 23, 2025 at 12:47 AM
theres too much in my life already sister
the government cant do this
i cant fucking handle it
the government cant do this
i cant fucking handle it
sometimes i wonder if i've been clipping my own wings and forgetting about it and blaming the world for all of these problems that ive caused
October 25, 2024 at 5:51 AM
sometimes i wonder if i've been clipping my own wings and forgetting about it and blaming the world for all of these problems that ive caused
"i like SAO" *hours of conversation later*
idk, i don't think you like it, i think you like bullying it, and personally i don't define that as liking but to each their own i fucking guess
idk, i don't think you like it, i think you like bullying it, and personally i don't define that as liking but to each their own i fucking guess
October 16, 2024 at 6:56 AM
"i like SAO" *hours of conversation later*
idk, i don't think you like it, i think you like bullying it, and personally i don't define that as liking but to each their own i fucking guess
idk, i don't think you like it, i think you like bullying it, and personally i don't define that as liking but to each their own i fucking guess
sometimes you're just sad and in pieces huh
October 16, 2024 at 6:01 AM
sometimes you're just sad and in pieces huh
"i am about to rip a piece of your soul to shreds but i just want you to know i don't think less of you"
October 14, 2024 at 11:42 PM
"i am about to rip a piece of your soul to shreds but i just want you to know i don't think less of you"
anyways i'm gonna try to watch to work on a celeste mod while i watch tokyo ghoul again today so that should be cool ig
October 14, 2024 at 9:45 PM
anyways i'm gonna try to watch to work on a celeste mod while i watch tokyo ghoul again today so that should be cool ig
Reposted by Rebecca Retrograde
October 14, 2024 at 4:43 PM