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@sirtemperance.bsky.social
hi. dissociated as a first job dnd player as a side hustle. im chronically afraid of everything and can bend my thumb to my wrist.
it/she
it/she
btw i started sobbing after this thought. over my dnd character ofc
hi guys 1 am hit on my allnighter :D i remembered the only thing i wished for on my 18th birthday was to grow up again in a safe loving environment.
January 11, 2026 at 12:02 AM
btw i started sobbing after this thought. over my dnd character ofc
my ocd sounds a lot like the people who traumatized me LOL
January 11, 2026 at 12:01 AM
my ocd sounds a lot like the people who traumatized me LOL
OCD logic - you don't deserve to kys because you're a criminal
✨sumicide prevemtion✨
✨sumicide prevemtion✨
January 11, 2026 at 12:01 AM
OCD logic - you don't deserve to kys because you're a criminal
✨sumicide prevemtion✨
✨sumicide prevemtion✨
hi guys 1 am hit on my allnighter :D i remembered the only thing i wished for on my 18th birthday was to grow up again in a safe loving environment.
January 10, 2026 at 11:59 PM
hi guys 1 am hit on my allnighter :D i remembered the only thing i wished for on my 18th birthday was to grow up again in a safe loving environment.
being suicidal sounds so tragic when you say it out loud but for me the reality is kind of just that im like. sitting around trying to do anything to anchor me here while people just straight Don't Care half the time so I feel like i deserve this even more. anyway I've been really into Shadowrun-
January 3, 2026 at 7:41 PM
being suicidal sounds so tragic when you say it out loud but for me the reality is kind of just that im like. sitting around trying to do anything to anchor me here while people just straight Don't Care half the time so I feel like i deserve this even more. anyway I've been really into Shadowrun-
having multiple mental disorders is crazy work because wdym i came out of a year long hellhole with One disorder and then magically nothing got better
January 3, 2026 at 7:37 PM
having multiple mental disorders is crazy work because wdym i came out of a year long hellhole with One disorder and then magically nothing got better
watching the love of my life make a helmet wig with pure gay audacity
January 3, 2026 at 1:47 PM
watching the love of my life make a helmet wig with pure gay audacity
playin dragonfall woo!
January 2, 2026 at 4:44 AM
playin dragonfall woo!
autism and moral ocd culture is "im gonna suppress this meltdown because if i have a meltdown about this stupid thing i am a Bad Person"
December 29, 2025 at 11:52 PM
autism and moral ocd culture is "im gonna suppress this meltdown because if i have a meltdown about this stupid thing i am a Bad Person"
malevolent is fun because i can heavily relate to the protagonist
December 24, 2025 at 11:06 PM
malevolent is fun because i can heavily relate to the protagonist
crazy how i wanted to write a character about how debilitating mental illness, specifically ocd and cptsd is, and now its like "yeah. don't ask about the time travelling cowboy demon"
December 22, 2025 at 6:36 AM
crazy how i wanted to write a character about how debilitating mental illness, specifically ocd and cptsd is, and now its like "yeah. don't ask about the time travelling cowboy demon"
hry guys is it like. absuve to force your daughter to drink if you know she has a dissociative disorder or
(im the daughter.)
(im the daughter.)
December 20, 2025 at 12:28 AM
hry guys is it like. absuve to force your daughter to drink if you know she has a dissociative disorder or
(im the daughter.)
(im the daughter.)
when im not grappling with my delusions i draw atro btw
December 19, 2025 at 3:53 PM
when im not grappling with my delusions i draw atro btw
the objective funniest part of playing a warlock is that i have my dm's phone contact saved as "your patron"
December 19, 2025 at 3:52 PM
the objective funniest part of playing a warlock is that i have my dm's phone contact saved as "your patron"
had a bad break last night yay
December 16, 2025 at 1:31 PM
had a bad break last night yay
so a thing happened (i have fucking remembered i was diagnosed with psychotic symptoms) and it has dawned on me through a friend and i talking that i am actually like. very delusional. like VERY delusional.
December 15, 2025 at 3:28 PM
so a thing happened (i have fucking remembered i was diagnosed with psychotic symptoms) and it has dawned on me through a friend and i talking that i am actually like. very delusional. like VERY delusional.
i really appreciate hearing im not alone in my trauma cuz everyone has something going on but like. not when im actively mourning who i could have been if i didn't get so traumatized i forgot 90% of my life for my own sake
December 12, 2025 at 11:55 PM
i really appreciate hearing im not alone in my trauma cuz everyone has something going on but like. not when im actively mourning who i could have been if i didn't get so traumatized i forgot 90% of my life for my own sake
really wish my ocd would stop not letting me process anything in favor of ten million insane thoughts about shit id never in my right mind do. girl we just got harassed can we focus on that pls
December 12, 2025 at 11:19 PM
really wish my ocd would stop not letting me process anything in favor of ten million insane thoughts about shit id never in my right mind do. girl we just got harassed can we focus on that pls
its so funny to have a trauma disorder when you live with the people who gave it to you lmao
"respect us we are ill" says people who famously gave me brain damage
"respect us we are ill" says people who famously gave me brain damage
December 12, 2025 at 11:17 PM
its so funny to have a trauma disorder when you live with the people who gave it to you lmao
"respect us we are ill" says people who famously gave me brain damage
"respect us we are ill" says people who famously gave me brain damage
worst shit about being autistic and having intimacy trauma is that i want to hug my friends but it feels like a practical love confession to do so. like it feels inappropriate
December 3, 2025 at 12:50 AM
worst shit about being autistic and having intimacy trauma is that i want to hug my friends but it feels like a practical love confession to do so. like it feels inappropriate
anyone turning left at the crossroads btw
December 3, 2025 at 12:29 AM
anyone turning left at the crossroads btw
if I don't make it I hope Tori does lmao. Get better girl. I love you
December 3, 2025 at 12:28 AM
if I don't make it I hope Tori does lmao. Get better girl. I love you
tmi but our dm keeps telling me to save my PC because they know i don't see myself worth it and thats sweet as fuck and keeps me going. I'm doing this for Tori thank you
December 3, 2025 at 12:24 AM
tmi but our dm keeps telling me to save my PC because they know i don't see myself worth it and thats sweet as fuck and keeps me going. I'm doing this for Tori thank you
Reposted by im sleepy
i got the disorder that would've made people from ancient civilizations think i was a vessel for the divine but ~nooOOo~ in this era if i wanna finish a song I'M the one who has to beg every single god that may or may not exist that the novelty won't wear off and force my hand to start a new WIP
Ghost, i dont want to be rude or annoying, but i really want to know if you're going to finish the wonderful human body someday
November 10, 2025 at 5:09 PM
i got the disorder that would've made people from ancient civilizations think i was a vessel for the divine but ~nooOOo~ in this era if i wanna finish a song I'M the one who has to beg every single god that may or may not exist that the novelty won't wear off and force my hand to start a new WIP