I think more than anything, im tired of failing

Been feelin real bad mentally lately, surely a 50 hour fast will fix me UwU

09/02
969 🥈

Not a great day :(

08/02

829 🥈

Not a gold day, though tbh it could have been but eh ill take it

Planning to make soup tomorrow after work, im probably gonna do either a silver or bronze day

Man i really gotta make a pfp soon xD

07/02
483 🥇

Two day gold streak lets gooooo!!! Work was eh, i was stationed with a coworker i dont get along with booo

06/02
493 🥇

Cutting it close but gold!!! And i did some exercise on the dtationary bike :D (not a lot my stamina needs more work dhdhsh)

Im working the rest of the week so gold should be easy to hit... or at least silver xD

Binged :(

04/02
(Late ooop)
1065 🥉

I resisted a binge 💪💪
My weight went up :( i know its just the natural fluxation but ouuuuugh i want to cry now :(

03/02

1391 🥉

The gym was too full so i got scared QwQ i went on a little walk and some basic training at home instead ♡

Another salad tomorrow yay <3 I'll try the gym again too!!

02/02:
1035 🥉 not too bad since i had a surprise shift and stress ate some of the cookies on my way to work

Going to the gym tomorrow! Its a new gym so im very anxious, but i know its usually pretty much deserted at night QvQ

I bought some cookies while i got vegetables for some salads because i just got off work, which is my weakest point tbh, but now i dont actually want to eat them so... win? I guess? I can work them into next week ig!

Todays goals:
🥇- Nothing <3
🥈- 1 Matcha latte
🥉- 2 Matcha lattes