this is a bad thing btw i think it deserved nominated for Some categories but there was way more games released this year that lost a chance because they would rather nominate one game for every single award

my entire life has fallen apart and been rebuilt so many times this year alone and the one constant presence has also been the reason everything has been so awful and i cant escape the cycle. going into january knowing its going to be awful clawing at everything trying to stop it from arriving

its been my go to strategy for like 2 years now it works idk

i need to rebrand the whole aesthetic because the one i was using before is like 3 years old and doesnt fit my vibe anymore ill start streaming again in january

its just so boring with no audience and i dont have the patience to stick with it anyways </3